Smochi – Spacejam (Smochi Grind) (2022)

Heartcarve: TROO MOOVZ (2013 – 2022)

Heartcarve - TROO MOOVZ (2013 - 2022)

 

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✓ 4 years ago ago

Young MC – Know How (Stanton Warriors Remix) (2010)

Heartcarve – DA MOOVY (2012 – 2022)

Heartcarve - DA MOOVY (2012 - 2022)


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Henrik Harlaut ’12:

Two Smoov – Might start singing (2022)

“Upon creating this NFT collection, a bolt of lightning struck directly overhead which I saw. A deafening thunderclap was also heard. It then rained heavily for a minute or two and then this rainbow appeared. Otherwise the weather was fine all day. Unique and never to be seen again.”

NFT

source: Whose gonna be the first skier to make a NFT


 

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✓ 4 years ago ago

A Tribute to David

– part 4 of 5: Beyond Blacklists: EXPOSURE!

… and the ones that went …
… and the ones that were “snooped and spooked” !

last update: 29 January 2026

After 2014, a number of people disappeared in Israel soon after I had met them and even after I had known them for months or years. Not everyone of course, but a few.

There were also other oddities I witnessed in terms of abandoned Instagram accounts, voice-muted telephone calls and blackholed emails right up until last year.

How relevant these oddities were/are to me is yet to be fully determined but can still be examined.

I did read once that Mao Zedong didn’t want to outright murder his opponents as that would be difficult, invite too much suspicion and create backlash. Instead he’d rather keep them childless if possible and have them die sick, broke and alone. This would also instill fear into his enemies and would-be enemies.

This Dark Retribution strategy comes into play I believe with regards to the 3 blog posts that I posted in late 2006 concerning Gil Dibner, Izhar Shay and Yossi Hasson.

Mr Hasson even thanked me for my post at the time via SMS. Yet other people it seemed thought differently. I was put in contact with Mr Hasson (although I never met him in person) by the Jewish Agency for the purpose of an internship with a VC firm.

Prior to 2014, I had already witnessed a Suppressive Operative work against another person at an event, and also Gil Dibner personally acted against me at another event and Shay at another one. Both these people have already been discussed on this blog providing background and validity to this prior statement.

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Note: I don’t believe these two people know anything about the people listed below (or in Part 5) as I think there was a much larger apparatus at work, although I might be wrong. By this, at the TheMarker Com.Vention 2011 event, I did see a group of uniformed IDF officers sitting in a row on chairs (maybe 5). They were very silent and just watching people – were they there checking up on specific people or was it for a display of soft power? At this event I spoke to Michael Vassar and Sven Hoffman who was to work on Bopgig.

Mr Dibner and Mr Shay were both there, as was Mr Shochat. When Mr Dibner (alongside Daniel Cohen) saw me, he looked to go pale and then pretended I didn’t exist – that was the vibe I got. Mr Shay did not see me. I ended up meeting one of the iPost reps (Nathalie, far left).

Lastly, in 2008 an IDF officer did at one point come to my door for reasons not yet known to me.

1 – David Krasninski

This chap David K was 18 when I first saw him walking around the streets of Jerusalem. He was a very social person with happy disposition. He looked like Shaun White and that’s initially why I approached him and took the photos below in March 2014.

I also posted these to Newschoolers.com [1 | 2]. At that time I was working on Heartcarve.com.

Heartcarve.com screenshot: March 2014

Around the last time I saw David was at Cafe Birman Jazz Bar in August 2014.

Some weeks later, I saw him walking alone at night in the location below (around the same location to where the top photo was taken) and when he looked at me from across the street he scampered off into the night like air sirens were wailing. His head dropped and he was looking to take cover.

At around this time he deactivated, or deleted his Facebook. Unusually, the short Conversation Archive which I had with David on FB was fully missing. It was in Hebrew and he barely spoke a word of English. I never saw him around the streets of Jerusalem again (or on social media.) I left for Atlit in 2018.

 

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Maybe David vanished to do his army service and I did see him in an army uniform at one point. Regardless, let’s hope he’s doing well somewhere.

And interestingly, when I left for Atlit, Amiad “Style” Rikdan then disappeared off Facebook who I had known for many years at Chess Square (שחמט), although I’m sure he’s happily B-boying somewhere if I look for long enough.


A few months earlier a shop assistant at the Teva wholefoods store disappeared.

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I used to speak to her on a weekly basis for around 2 years at least. I am pretty sure her name was Julia. One day she went. No warning. Nothing. She had black curly hair and liked cats. Caucasian, skinny, around 40, spoke Russian/English/Hebrew and was studying kinesiology. I kept returning to the store for weeks but she never returned. She might be back there now. But I wouldn’t know.

Below are two photos that when posted to FB resulted in the temporary deactivation of the tagged person’s account – maybe 1-2 years deactivated.

With Sephra Kinini from the USA, (far left, above) her FB was deactivated within a few seconds to 1 minute of me messaging her (after tagging her 10 minutes earlier.) Or FB deactivated it against my IP, or there was something else going on.

 

Admittedly, a somewhat unnecessary message to send… almost as silly as what happened as a result – at 5:46am.

Also, my FB news and updates feed was drastically censored for many years, and still is to a large degree it seems (as of 8 Feb 22).

  • I used to like Amblin (and many others) but never got any of their updates.
  • I only saw a few days worth of prior updates from a small subset of friends before an error occurred.
  • It seemed Versace, Cara Delevingne and Shaun White were following me but they didn’t appear as followers.

Some type of maximized shadow ban? Is there a way to reset the incoming filter? Where’s the level playing field? Super odd stuff that should be seen as feature requests.

Continuing, with Solveig – I think that took a few days and had nothing to do with me. But with Sephra… that was really odd. Also, Sephra’s public FB has been stripped bare at this point. Her blog mymedicaljourneyholyland.blogspot.com has even been removed. Who knows.. maybe she’s on IG. I only spoke to her for about 45 seconds. Perhaps it was because both of these people were in the process of getting married.

There was also Tuvyah Ifrahe who one day out of the blue unfriended me and avoided me in the street.

I just wonder if he was “snooped and spooked.” He would of otherwise likely become a good friend.

A few others who I took photos with disappeared and I’d typically put it down to the randomness of the meetings in a busy area, but in view of my overall experience, I’ll never fully know.

Once in Atlit, I walked to Idan Lavi‘s place after answering an AirBnB ad.

[ pic 1 | 11 Oct ’21]

 

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Another odd thing that happened while I was there was that I received a voice message on my phone in Hebrew referring to Nissan and Renault – two cars that were registered to me in the past in Australia well over 10 years prior. The caller was in a phone center and was smirking. What was up with that? Then, I emailed Yoha about jamming again but he didn’t reply – later he said he never got those emails.

Sophian Guitar/Singing - Redemption Song

…singing songs of freedom?

Back in Australia, passport related emails never came through. I setup a new free account and then got them. Probably a technical glitch. Then I called Idan about getting my bond back and on both occasions he didn’t hear me speak, he kept saying “Hello.” I emailed twice and he didn’t reply. It was only when I contacted him through Paypal message center that he replied. At one point I started searching for his AirBnB listing on my Israeli-purchased PC, at which point it was delisted soon after. It was like someone was spying on my screen, and screen-spying is an idea brought into Ormus King 5. Highly likely the delisting was a coincidence, but who knows. Regardless, it’s an awesome space to live in – close to the beach too and Idan is a great host. He even emailed me within a few days of posting the apartment pic higher above asking if I wanted to rent it again.

I emailed another friend twice and he didn’t reply. When I later saw him at a school function (reunion) a few months later, he said he never got those emails and I saw him run a search on them.

I replied to another Australian friend twice… no reply. I am interested to find out what happened there – well actually those emails also never arrived:

And so I recently saw this person “in the flesh” …or did I? Were they cloned or masked?

Mission Impossible Mask Rips

Also, another chap who I spoke to on the phone in May 2020 in Mount Buller about buying a sauna completely ceased all new Instagram and FB posts after that friendly conversation. Was he worried about instigating competition or was it something else?

 

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Time to take a cold dip?

At around the same time while I was at Mount Buller, another Australian person ceased one of her IG accounts after I emailed her about an adventure sauna.

Lost at sea? Her FB account is still updated.

So I ended up purchasing a mobile sauna through an alternative brand, Morzh – I had no choice.

[Jan 2021]

Furthermore, prior to this, in Israel, someone (Yulianna Hoffman) also completely ceased all Instagram posts in November 2017 (and privatized her account) after a single inane comment “OMG, it’s Paris Jackson!” I made on one of her FB photos comparing her look to Paris Jackson.

I had never attempted to make contact with her before or after that comment and found her on that day through casual surfing. Like the sauna guy, maybe it had nothing to do with me… or did it? Perhaps it’s all a bit far-fetched?! Should I even worry about it?

In March 2018, I posted something of me at @1tonedrums and the following day it became @1tone_official

 

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… there’s no such thing as an accident!

There’s also lot of weirdness that I have overlooked in the tech scene prior to 2011 including job rejections without reason or follow-up.

In late 2013 a fellow asked me for my surname and I spelled it to him. It was around a campfire and some time later he was looking at me and laughing hysterically. I stopped speaking to him at that point.

The person was either Leon (above) or the soldier… maybe both. My memory is not crystal clear with this incident but I do remember spelling out my name and seeing someone laugh hysterically. What happened? Was it a campfire gag or something else?

Now that’s odd… or is it? 🙂

Bonus oddity: Assaf Luxembourg unfollowed my old @adrianwaj account in around mid-2019.

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Nothing strange about an unfollow. But I hadn’t tweeted for years and wrote a single tweet and also put a link to that twitter account in the blog’s sidebar. It was unfollowed within 24 hours. Did he know about this unfollow? I should have some screenshots regarding this somewhere. I think Assaf was the only Israeli tech guy to follow @adrianwaj. And if I ever to go to one if his talks, I’ll have to ask him about it….


– note: I was using Windows 10 on my Dell laptop (Inspiron 15R 5520 | Tag: 6N0PDS1) before I switched to Linux in 2017. Prior to this, I noticed at one point that my upload usage was extremely high even when inactive and malware-cleaned. I upgraded Windows and still the same problem.

I started to wonder about involuntary screen-sharing (ie someone spying on me.) Then, a similar thing happened with my new Asus Linux PC but the uploading phenomenon was less severe – bursting every 30-45 secs and not constant. I even changed the flavour of Linux a few times to no avail. In Israel, when I purchased this PC from Ivory (and the Dell laptop before), I attached my name to the order before the hardware was supplied. Was something baked-in prior to delivery at a hardware level, or was something latent in the hardware enabled (or altered) due to my (affected?) name? At a yeshiva in 2006, someone told me about rabbis physically sitting behind students in the library to make sure they browsed nothing banned. So why not do something like this remotely and in secret?

I now buy my PCs second-hand and can check my idle upload rates – so far no problem. Or am I just being paranoid? How can you opt-out of something you don’t even know about?

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While I know that I am right about the strange uploading, I may be wrong about the spying aspect. Even so, I did include the concept in Ormus King 7:

“Humans are controlled and dominated from a far-off planet for their eventual replacement by a reptilian alien cult that hijack Earth’s technology systems” [1] because “a large set of cyborgs on Earth are pre-installed with ‘trojan chips‘ and they can control any human (including threats to themselves) in a variety of ways using humans’ scalar fingerprints as coupled with the off-planet reptilians backing them.” [2]

Ormus King 3 also has Adrian Boron’s sight and hearing shared with his foes after they forcibly inject him with black goo. This was written in mid-2017 on my all-black Linux PC as it mysteriously pulse-uploaded every minute or so. The irony.


✓ 1 month ago ago

True Perps

– part 2 of 5: Beyond Blacklists: EXPOSURE!

(last updated: 26 October 2022)

Contents:
1) Hollywood
2) Hillel Square
3) Israel Tech

In my view, truly evil people enjoy hurting others and seek out opportunities to do so. It’s schadenfreude on steroids.

Evil people can reside and work anywhere – but ideally in positions of power over their targets so they can sustain it over time. They may even wrap themselves in flags, emblems and surround themselves with good people who are kept in the dark of their real intentions. Their empathy is cold and in order to feel, they need to sense pain.

further info: Return to the Convent, by Eduardo Zamacois y Zabala, 1868
further info: Prosecutors: Officer was on Floyd’s neck for about 9 minutes

But it doesn’t have to involve murder – as long as there’s pain at some level. That’s the goal of the perpetrator.

1) Hollywood

I even delve into this topic in Ormus King 4 where an alien cult on another planet kills off entire planets in order to extend their own lifespan so that life-force is siphoned from the ritualized slaughter by the perpetrators.

Regarding my own experiences, in my comparison document, Ormus King Octology vs Disney Star Wars I state:

The Rise of Skywalker seems to be a half-baked amalgamation of “Star Wars: Impossible Redemption” + OK4 + OK6 + OK9 with additional  layers to enable it to fit into the new Star Wars universe.”

However, at the time of writing that document, I had trouble concluding it, but if Kamran Pasha is to be believed, I now feel I am in a better position to, and it relates to the Hollywood culture of humiliating and hurting talented creatives by the untalented families or insiders that reside within that scene – and so they could be the perpetrators to which I speak of.

"Hollywood is very much a club - it's a mafia and it resists any efforts for you to come in - especially if you aren't part of the multi-generational, multi-family mafia that has existed for a century in this town. If you come in as an entrepreneur they resist you. Same thing happened with George Lucas... he outsmarted the mafia... and they don't like that. Ruining his baby was a personal thing... he was lied to..."

"The horrible realization comes that it's because you're not one of the club."

"And that's one of the most shocking realizations for people. Because everyone wants to believe that they are accepted in this town for their talent, their genius and then the realization that the people in this town who have power often lack talent and genius but are part of a multi-generational club and who want to preserve that - that realization can be quite shattering." ~ Kamran Pasha (17:11)

[MARVEL, Hollywood and the dependency on China; feat. Kamran Pasha and Doomcock! | MEitM #100]

Pasha in a later video explains how Disney Star Wars should’ve been about “passing the torch to Ray” but instead it was “screw these old white men” because “Ms Kennedy had her own agendas.”

see: [Weekly Roundup [Current State of Hollywood with Guest Kamran Pasha] (56:40 – 58:30)]

To me it was the level of subversion to the prior 6 films which was very disturbing.

Interestingly, a person who built sets for Hollywood productions recently told me it’s possible to break into the Hollywood scene by doing the right drugs with the right people. He also thoroughly disliked the attitudes of many people in the scene and said so many are utterly vain and ruthless.

Continuing with Pasha, if he is correct, then the Star Wars sequel trilogy (7,8,9) was ultimately about:

  • hurting George Lucas by ignoring his story ideas and putting him through a humiliation ritual instead.
  • hurting the fanbase whereby (according to my comparison document) the sequel trilogy “wrecked the hero-archetype and journey and this is its main social failure and cause for social upheaval” and pushing some type of SJW ideas instead.
  • hurting me by taking and vandalizing many good ideas from my ennealogy.

As such, it really was an act of Satanic Ritual Abuse – or at least a good attempt at it. So the audience thought they were going in to be entertained, but the perpetrators were the ones being entertained. This is an extreme and unusual, yet I feel valid point-of-view, although isn’t that what Hollywood is about: normalizing the extreme?!? A movie’s overall intentions can be perceived very differently by the audience to the ones who had made it.

With regards to my own witnessing of evil directed against me, I have written about some experiences in A Brutish Affliction: Part 1 (Australia).

2) Hillel Square

At the same time in Israel, I also saw some disturbing things, for example in Launchpad Israel: The Aftermath – 2006 and Beyond I mentioned street gangs “starting on me” while playing drums. I also referred to a fellow at a tech event who was being pursued by an operative who was purposely and very visibly suppressing his social network.

Adding to this, I was sitting once at an outdoor square (on Hillel street – no actual pics of incident) at night in Jerusalem, maybe 2011 and I walked up to, and sat with a group of Arabs, and I am almost certain this one chap in the group was a Palestinian – or pretending to be one.

 

We were completely isolated from everyone around us even though the square was actually very busy. He asked “Do you support the Palestinians?” in an aggressive manner. I hesitated and said “maybe.” He asked again and I repeated the answer. His friends were surprised yet quietly amused by it, but he wasn’t. I quickly left and hid across the road (blue.)

Then, I looked across at the square and saw him appear, looking up and down the street, presumably ready to chase me down (red) – I had embarrassed him and he got triggered. Imagine if I would’ve said ‘no’ instead of ‘maybe’ !?! And if I said ‘yes’ that could’ve meant providing him with some type of token of my Dhimmitude afterward.

Furthermore, at another time in the square, a young guy (pictured below) told me a story of how someone close to him had had their entire life savings (or a large part of it) confiscated in Israel due to either a personality conflict, or as a result of racism – I am not sure of the precise details. It might have been after immigration, and it greatly affected his family.

Lastly, while not directly in Hillel Square, I did see what appeared to be the late Tony “Tuvyah” Rose wandering around Ben Yehuda street alone on Shabbat in ~2013.  I am not entirely sure if it was him: it was a thought at the time – it did look strange. Anyhow, I first met him in Tsfat in 2005 and he ended up in the same hostel as me in Jerusalem in early 2007 (Jerusalem Hostel) – each time with his kids. He was later murdered in Tsfat in April 2014 by Avraham Levi Yosef Blau.

( top left : Tsfat mid-2005 | top right: Jerusalem 2006 | bottom: 0 1 2 3 )

 

I remember Tuvyah to be an insightful and caring fellow (Cancerian) who went through a difficult marriage breakup. I got along very well with him. His perpetrator was likely a genuinely violent and mentally disturbed person, who Tony probably had kept out of the shule once (I’d seen him do this before at the Shalom Rav shule with someone else,) and who returned later to murder him. Tony might have even been a hero – saving someone else in the process. On the other hand, perhaps Tony knew of this person prowling the streets of Tsfat and confronted him because the police had not done so up until that point – then later he was murdered by him, yet in the process Tony had this danger removed from Tsfat but in the most tragic way.

3) Israel Tech

Yet another highly significant incident came on 14 February 2009 when at a tech workshop (Eurekamp), a person – we had met before and I had blogged about this VC meeting about 1.5 years earlier on my Launchpad Israel site as one of its first posts – appeared at this event alongside a soon-to-be employee of his VC firm – Eden Shochat, who was then an entrepreneur and who I had encountered before and after this event at other tech events. This was to my surprise as the person in question was not on the user-generated (wiki) attendees list and was not wearing an assigned nametag.

My name can be seen below: (green arrow)

source: (17 Mar 2009 snapshot) – It is interesting to note that the 5 snapshots in the 2010 index have a whole bunch of names removed from this list, including my own. Weirdly, another 2010 snapshot (26 Feb) with a slightly altered URL maintains this 2009 list into 2010. Also, with some names removed, others have had their descriptions improved and updated into 2010.

source [ March ’09 | June ’10 ]

What happened to Yuri? What is it about ambition that leads people astray?

Throughout the time of kings and queens people struggled to climb the social ladder, not caring who they hurt in the climb to gain power. The power struggle that remained prominent throughout the ages is the underlying cause of most tragic events in Hamlet.

~ source – Themes of Ambition Through Shakespeare’s Hamlet

So, the person could be called X. Like the Palestinian mentioned above, I seemingly had also triggered him somehow. He was also seemingly behaving like the suppressive-operative previously mentioned.

As a result, during the course of the event, a number of strange occurrences occurred:

  1. a CTO (Yaniv Golan) who I had provided with good feedback regarding how to improve his website (Yedda) suddenly shook his finger at me – this was the first person I saw while walking up to the venue as I waited to cross at some traffic lights. He was close to X. I was expecting the opposite greeting but he was silent.
  2. when I first saw X inside, I sensed extremely angry vibes from this person, very similar to those of the man at the beach in Noosa mentioned in Brutish Affliction who could easily have been a killer.
  3. I conversed with Uri Levanon normally while he sat on a couch, yet later in the day he looked very spooked when I came up to speak to him a second time and didn’t want to speak at all. In 2007 I was looking to find an investor so he could license Timbaland’s Shock Value album via his firm Craze Digital.
  4. prior to this, X had a bunch of people standing around him – I suspect he was spying on me during the event to note who I was speaking to, and then gathered them all up at that point to scare them and defame me. This sounds paranoid – but I still hold it to be a viable inference when dealing with someone else behaving in a paranoid fashion.
  5. A 2nd talk of mine was then prematurely cancelled without any prior discussion with me: “Sleeping for Success” which involved power-napping, dreams and maximizing mental energy after that gathering.
  6. X came into the room when I was about to give a talk to advertise and promote their own talk that was to be given at roughly the same time.
  7. At the beginning of a workshop nearing the end of the day, X came into the room and approached a series of people and then appeared to look and refer to me. None of the people approached appeared to engage in conversation with X. When it was my turn to speak and introduce myself, and I spoke in English, X looked very disappointed, as though one of his sports teams (if he has any) missed a scoring shot. X didn’t remain in that workshop.
  8. the entire time, from what I could concur, X didn’t belong at this invite-only event (note absence from the attendees list above – although that list is not the official one,) I doubt paid the entry fee, and might have even done all this unbeknownst to the event organizer.
  9. X’s employer, Genesis Partners may have sponsored the event according to my notes and the GP logo can definitely be seen on the 2010 page. In 2009 this About page shows “Our sponsors: IBM, Bank Hapoalim, rest is TBA.” Perhaps GP became a secondary sponsor?
  10. X gave a talk, but this person’s name is not on the CortexStorming page (or any other page that I have been able to find so far on this site) whereas mine is, and my name is also on AppendixStorming for “Sleeping for Success” (which was cancelled – see #5 above.) Why?

    photo: Yaniv Golan (also see #1 above)

    This photo corresponds to #6 where X was asking people to attend his talk in another room, just prior to me giving my CortexStorming talk. I took a similar photo as seen below. I don’t get how he could give another CortexStorming talk (or any talk) simultaneously in another room. What was going on? What was the intention? Note the lack of headband or name tag. Was he an impostor? As far as I’m concerned he was and I welcome his comment. This is because I don’t think he was ever invited to Eurekamp 2009, and if he was (was he?), he behaved partly in a manner in which he was not in terms of the norms of entry, and to me (and others) he behaved as though I was not invited and didn’t belong there. But did I even belong in Israel and to what extent? People should know about this – they should know about the dire pecking order in that country (or rather State). How right I am remains to be fully determined:

    Show me the enemy and I’ll show you a hero!!!

    Continuing, Uri Levanon and Erez Perelmuter are shown on the CortexStorming page (above right) – two people I clearly remember speaking to and later saw at the Town Hall Meeting. I was wearing my headpiece.

photos: Israel Tech Scene 2006-2011 [3]

So what happened that day? For X it was a Normal Day, but for me (and others) it was the witnessing of a True Perp – whether people liked (or knew) it or not.

Yet on the other hand, it may not have been a normal day for X, whose name is Gil Dibner – who I have nothing personally against, and never did. This is because like his target that day, myself (from my aforementioned observations,) perhaps we had both been drawn into what I now come to know as the Shadow Justice System.

[pic 1: Yossi Vardi seated at right. Gil Dibner: 2nd from the left.]

It took 3 attempts to snap Mr Dibner and he didn’t land in that frame by accident.

It was a very disturbing day of what appeared to me as covert social violence, unfortunately. I also wanted to get Mr Vardi in the frame and show the contrast.

However, I did not go out of my way to find and photograph him – it was taken from where I was already sitting and this principle has underpinned all my photos – especially of people in public places – the images come to me first where I already am, and I take my camera out second.

[Above left is the picture I took after in the latter part of 2006 after having met Mr Dibner for the first time. Above right is the picture I took after I briefly stood next to Mr Dibner at Eurekamp whereby he flat-out ignored me and then walked off. I did see him a few more times at later events which may be explored in further posts.]

[additional pics and info regarding event see here (where I mention my talk) and  here – 65 pics – 4 of GD without a nametag or headpiece – others were the same, but it supports my overall argument. For example, Orli Yakuel at least was on the user-generated guest list (see above) and wore a headpiece before removing it along with her nametag. I never saw Mr Dibner wear these ever, even if he does supposedly wear his heart on his sleeve. ]

photos: Yaniv Golan

Continuing, shadow because sin and retribution are determined without due process, cloaked, and in contrast to the law of the land. Also, as mentioned in Launchpad Israel: The Aftermath – 2006 and Beyond I have vast notes to backup my claim: that of dark retribution, and it might well extend from Israel into Australia and that is the main reason for this Eurekamp incident being recorded: this history could well have relevance to today. And as such, this makes that day in 2009 pertinent to much more than just myself.

The entire international, psychological (and even historical) context from which Mr Dibner behaved in relation to me is still yet to be fully explored. One thing to take note from Pharrell Williams (interview 2020) is that:

"People will not realize they are being just as nasty as the people who they feel like are perpetrating. You can end up stooping down just as low. The point is to help you realize you're essentially doing the same thing." ~2:14
"I am an Aries so I am a fighter for what I really, really, really believe in.... but man, No is so good and so powerful. There's so much power and beauty in the word No."  ~12:14

Like Williams, Mr Dibner is also an Aries.

So now in 2021, am I supposed to be still concerned about what happened on that day in 2009? What was the fight about to begin with? Can’t we all just be Libras?

Conclusion

Perhaps fighting tyranny today is about avoiding situations whereby pain can be inflicted at will by the perpetrators from which I speak about. Should punishment fit the crime or crime fit the punishment? And finally, on the road to becoming the wisest, richest or most popular, one must remember that there is “Nothing but Him”…”Ein Od Milvado” !

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– see same person in front of whiteboard and behind couch:

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1992: Spellbound from take to mistake!

The body soon knows where the nose goes!

(updated: 16 February 2025)

Timbertop next year (early 90's - Sep + Feb)

* In the video above, I mention using my brother Luke’s stereo and bike accessories (tyre pump) after he left for boarding school.

That clip was shot in February ’92 and when he returned for term 1 holidays, I admitted to using his stereo and other stuff. It was just a casual conversation we had. Sharing is caring, right?

My mother was somewhat okay with me doing so, but only under certain conditions.

He also used some of my stuff in the following year. We ultimately shared our stuff… within reasonable limits under the constraints of the time.

Also, from 1989 onward we used to share a number of things including a single 8088 XT clone for school work and gaming. Luke had the computer in his room for a while (so I was in there a bit) until it was moved into the family room, and it was often a source for conflict or disagreement.

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Who knows, maybe it caused my visual short-sightedness (I got glasses in 1994) and derailed my handwriting but I was handing in printed assignments at school before anyone else and topped the class consistently, except for Hebrew.

So in around 1990, my mum was kind enough to bring home a pair of Bauer rollerblades from the USA (around a decade after giving birth to me.)

Then by 1992, Bar Mitzvah = gifts = much unused clutter.

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At the end of that year, I broke my nose snowboarding in France and I had only just started out shredding

[Buller, 1992]

And before that, Jeremy had initially lent me his board – an early Burton.

That was a year or two earlier and the boots weren’t great – I think they were rentals, though.

 

So I didn’t find snowboarding easy, but it was fresh and fun. So I ended up with a bump, like so many others.

[ Courchevel, early 1993 ]

Like being in Luke’s room, maybe I shouldn’t have ever ventured onto that steep run. I think it was Face de Bellevarde (Val-d’Isère) the Olympic downhill run and it was so foggy that day that I never intended to board there. Also, I lost my way and ended up tumbling over some rocks on the the side of the run at the bottom section. It really hurt.

Just because you can do something, doesn’t mean you should. Unless you’re nosy.

It was a week or two after the pics below.

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So my grandfather once told me he broke his nose, I think during the war, and he just used his bare hands to snap it back into place. There were no doctors around. He laughed about it.

But for me, I didn’t think of that. When I told my mum a few days later she suggested seeing a doctor. But I didn’t want an operation, and if I could still breathe through it, and it looked okay, I’d be fine. Yet perhaps the doctor could’ve manually reset it like with Fred. That’s possible if done within a week of breakage – but they could also wreck it more. Interestingly, I recently learned that mouth-breathing is actually risky to dental health, as it disrupts the oral microbiome.

“France is not really herself unless she is in the front rank,” wrote de Gaulle at the start of his war memoirs The Call to Honor. Only the French ?!?

As with de Gaulle, Freddy too also fought in the French resistance, whereby some fighters helped him cross the Pyrenees on his escape to Barcelona from Toulouse where he learned Spanish. I don’t think he handled a gun and am not sure how long he was with the group, though. I think he said his nose was broken in a battle – not sure. So he left in January, 1944. His younger brother (Jacques,) sister (Lily) and mother (Manya) followed in July with the help of “passeurs.” It took them 4 days and nights to make the trip over the Pyrenees to rendezvous with Freddy in Spain (see below.)

As a child, Fred showed me once at Mount Buller how to pierce an egg and drink the contents through it, which the resistance fighters did. Must’ve worked. Interestingly, to this day (Nov 2024) my mother speaks French and Spanish – both very well, as did her father.

Anyway, prior to the ’92 trip, I had also skied in France in 85/86.

With ski instructor Lionel at Club Med, Tignes Val Claret, for a 2-star award… great teacher and person.

So I had two other risky falls that trip while skiing in early 1993.

On the first day, I took a minor fall but a single ski catapulted almost to the height of the chairlift and almost landed on my head. I didn’t see any of it, but that’s what I was told. Some time later, I took a fall and ended up sliding down a steep run (in Val Thorens?) with only one ski attached, but picking up speed.

People on the chair were shouting at me but I didn’t know what they were saying. I managed to break my slide by doing some kind of self-arrest with the poles. Later from the chair I saw I would’ve dropped and slammed really hard into a traverse track had I kept going, maybe over the edge of a cliff.

Around this time, Rikka’s father saw me fall at the bottom of Bull Run chair amongst the moguls, when he stood there and said “Nice Stack” in a French accent. At least he was honest.

I had taken big falls on race courses too, unwilling or unable to ride the big ruts when they emerged in the fog.

[ 1993 ? – Shakey Knees, Mount Buller ]

Yet, I had been skiing since I was two so how could I overcome the discontent?

Maybe the equipment was the problem. Why carry poles if they were never even planted? I wasn’t using poles while rollerblading. My uncle once suggested to wear weighted gloves as an experiment. But in the end, the ‘right’ technique was dictated by the ski shape – yet that wasn’t enabling me to become the endorphin machine I know was possible.

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So a little over a decade later in 2002, I did an introductory ski instructor’s course at Mount Buller, but didn’t end up teaching. A good thing as ski schools have very clear ideas of what’s right and wrong regarding technique. Yet so did I. I have the certificate somewhere.

That year I had started to Heartcarve in New Zealand (Mt Ruapehu) on some of the earlier parabolic skis and basically never fell from then onward as a result of my quiet revolution in style.

[ Salt Lake City + Snowbird – March 2003 ]

So skiing then became a sport about endorphins for me rather than adrenaline and that became possible due to my rollerblading practice and analysing the planes of Heart-motion, which I ended up describing in an article in 2008.

[ diagram ~2003 | March 2008 ]

And people on the Newschoolers site wondered if I was serious or not.

There are actually 6 separate carving styles within these planes. This deconstruction and re-imagining of skiing occurred consciously as I thought about new ways to use the parabolic skis that began arriving in the late 90’s from Elan which I had yet to use. I wanted a way to abstract myself away from the micro-management of movement that can lead to rigid thinking and limit flow-states. As mentioned elsewhere, “if nothing else, free the left-hand,” yet “free the heart” would also be great.

So Heartcarving was enabled by an evolution in ski design.

[ 2007 Buller x 2 | 2008 Whistler ]

And by January 2013 I was fortunate enough to be able to head to Zermatt with a pair of custom skis that I designed in snoCAD-X, were built in France and then sent to me in Jerusalem.

[  2012 Chamonix (Idris) ]

Skis on roof [Jerusalem late 2012]

Just ask Pierre.

"I've never seen skis like that!" [Jan, 2013]

Because who wants to break a leg?

[ Aug, 2017 ]

Furthermore, upon returning I started buying inexpensive crystals from ebay to help continue with this shift to the heart in day-to-day life – well that’s what I believed or wanted.

Heart Rhythm Meditation was something I came across in 1999 – and to me it makes sense to be aware of the heart and lungs simultaneously – along with everything else going on. The idea is to get more exit from the mind and more presence into the body because the body is always present. That’s what St Germain spoke about also in 1999.

"Rhodizite is an amplification stone." #crystal #rhodizite

[July 2014]

Others have said that the heart chakra is the most important one because it keeps the others in balance.

And even though I haven’t skied since 2013, (as of 2024) I feel I am possibly 50 years ahead of my time. Time will tell. And those custom skis ended up warping anyway, so perhaps the delay can mean better materials to construct true super-skis.

To this day, I don’t see why the body can’t naturally restructure itself to its original blueprint. Perhaps it never will whilst under a Witch’s Spell.

AC/DC - Witch's Spell (Official Video)

The original blueprint – can carving take me there?
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