Tag: Ohr Somayach

Trump vs Biden vs Netanyahu

– part 5 of 5: Beyond Blacklists: EXPOSURE!

updated: 20 December 2023

Note: with regards to Trump being upset with Netanyahu for not making a peace deal, someone told me in Israel that antisemitism helps Israel by providing a steady influx of immigrants from a hostile diaspora. Trump might have been conned in that respect.  This tension between Israeli Jews and diaspora Jews and the unwillingness to make a peace deal even contravenes the Balfour declaration if it is done on purpose to push diaspora Jews into immigrating whereby coverage of the Gaza war creates worldwide antisemitism. But then again, who would believe peace is possible? Ariel Sharon?

Yet constant war is also good for the ‘donations’ business on both sides. Want money? Want immigrants? Keep the wars going. That’s the cynical outlook, and probably an accurate one too. One should remember: The State of Israel was born out of the holocaust, regional conflict and sympathy at the UN. That’s my current position. Of course it’s not all about donations, it’s also about arms sales too.

All this reinforces my view that Israel could be renamed to say, Israel 1 or something else.

One notable conversation I had (but can’t remember the exact details) was in central Tel Aviv in 2005 (maybe 2006) at a bus stop, there was an older chap in his mid-80’s who asked me about my family background.

I was carrying a large backpack and suitcase at the time. This guy had utter disdain for David Ben Gurion and other early Zionist leaders for some reason. He sounded real (although slightly unhinged) so I suspect there might’ve been a dark side to Ben Gurion in terms of character disturbance. But before I left, I asked him “Did you know Ben Gurion personally?” to which he coyly replied “No.” I also asked him if he had written a book and he said no.

I think he said he fought in WWII, 1948 and 1967. He was secular. My guess: his leaders ganged up on him. We didn’t really speak much on the bus, only at the bus stop.

The other possibility with his anger is that his leaders funded his enemies. I cover this theme in Ormus King 5: playing both sides of a battle for one’s own benefit. Another term for this is “full spectrum dominance.” Yet funding supposed allies can go awry as with Israel and Hamas:

Hamas: what a disgrace and embarrassment to Israel, but:

  • Did Israel (ie Brig. Gen. Yitzhak Segev) have a choice in funding it?
  • Wouldn’t it have been better to fund evangelical Christian sects to settle in the territories (if not Jewish ones) to insert an alternative counteracting force?
  • Was the goal to perpetuate war and arms sales?
  • Can’t one act outside the box, if not at least think outside it?

I think it’s also an overall tragedy that Israel has had to get involved with that group as either friend or foe. Like Jacob and Esau: blood brothers yet embattled rivals. That said, David Ben Gurion did not create modern Israel as a religious state because if he did, he would have built the third temple, and to me, that would’ve been the right approach. Yet from my understanding, the temple mount area to this day is owned by The Holy See. As such, Jerusalem was never even liberated in 1967. I could be wrong.

Back on the bus, people looked at my suitcase with discomfort as I walked down the aisle because back then suicide bombing was still a thing. Bus drivers were careful to open doors to some people and they occasionally checked passports.

At around this time, at one point I was casually reading the book The Secret War Against the Jews: How Western Espionage Betrayed the Jewish People in the park across from the US Consulate in Jerusalem (גן העצמאות) when a soldier walked over to me from the consulate and told me to leave the area until I was out of sight. He also grabbed his machine gun with both hands. Not sure why though. I didn’t argue and left with my backpack. I suppose they wanted to keep the area directly across from the consulate clear and that’s where I had been sitting with my book for an hour or two.

Then, as I walked out of the park, a boy (12/13?) came over and asked to drink some of the water from the bottle in my hand, and for some reason I handed him the bottle, he took a drink, and then he poured the remainder of the bottle onto the grass, laughed and threw it away. I think there was someone standing behind him and that he was Arab but I am not sure. Never miss the water…

I remember once I was followed by 3 or 4 Arab guys walking back to the Jerusalem Hostel (~2006) from the bus station in the late afternoon. I think the guys did this because I was walking with a white female (Belgian.) Yet I didn’t tell her until later, rather I picked up the pace. Each time I turned around to look back, they sort of backed off and stepped sideways – perhaps they thought I was armed.

Another book I read around that time was (Bennett, 1995) Philistine: The Great Deception while I was staying at someone’s “Zimmer” house temporarily near Tiberias – good book. According to Bennett, Arafat would find the most sensitive guys and cut off their testicles to turn them into the most violent terrorists. At some point, the exact quote can be inserted.  Anyhow, the family of 5 children in this home were Messianical and followers of Jesus. She was from the USA and married a gentile after she had a dream signalling that Jesus was the true messiah. She was subsequently rejected by her family.  At that time I also saw the 1936 poster below at Petra Hostel.

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Speaking of deception:

  • Shouldn’t any such “Palestine” today have Jews just like the old one?
  • Hence, if I go there now, won’t I be in danger of being ethnically cleansed?
  • Do I have a fondness for dhimmitude?
  • Would I be going to Palestine of Philistine?
  • Why is the Jewish neighbourhood in Gaza city, Zaytoun, now extinct?
  • Do I love to hate myself?

Also, why would I need someone to point me to the moon when I can see it without them? Shouldn’t the true messiah bring on 1000 years of peace!? Still waiting… but the answer is simple: I am Jewish already (just like Jesus) so really I should go to Qumran and eat Ormus, just like Jesus – or did he? The rents are too high in Tel Aviv anyway, and there’s a different kind of dhimmitude anyway for perceived English-only speakers, although it’s not as bad in Tel Aviv as elsewhere.

Of note, other memorable books that I read were Kuzari at Ohr Somayach, The Juggler and the King that I found at the Kotel amongst all the prayer books and Worldmask from the Heritage House, all around 2005/06. Worldmask is referenced a few times already on this blog.

Anyhow, two guys did start speaking to me in Tel Aviv (~2008) while I was at a laundromat and one did have his hand in his pocket and he was pointing something at me through it. It was early in the morning and they checked to see that no one was around and they stayed on the footpath while I was inside. I said “what?” and then I stepped to the side (later I saw that this meant the CCTV camera was pointing at them from inside the laundromat) and then one guy tapped the other and they moved on. I think they were probably trying to rob me but I don’t know what they said. They weren’t Arab – I think Russian.

I was also followed out of the Nachmani hummus bar (~2008) in Tel Aviv by an Arab waiter and a tall, skinny, melanated guy from the kitchen and then up a 1-way street because I complained about a dish. I eventually walked into the middle of the road to repel them. At some point a car honked and a woman screamed and I slid into an apartment block on the other side and then through a few more to wind up on another street (there were no fences) and avoided any confrontation. Maybe one of them was holding a knife – I didn’t turn around. The pair were definitely walking after me briskly when I initially turned around 5-10 seconds after leaving the cafe.

I had been to Nachmani before and ordered a hummus with mince meat and really liked it. So that was the second time I had gone to that place and I ordered the same thing. It was a really labored conversation to order a “בשר בקר – חם” – hot beef on hummus. It must have taken about 30 – 45 seconds and I think the waiter was messing with me at the register. When it finally came, the meat was cold or maybe very slightly warm in clear contrast to the meat from the previous time. I complained, but the waiter didn’t believe me or refused to acknowledge the truth. Within about 10 seconds he was pointing for me to leave. That’s when he followed me out with his buddy.

It’s like some people have batteries in their back and are ready to switch on at a moment’s notice – or they’re always on and looking for a target.

With great caution, I went back some weeks later and complained and the owner (below left) said that he’d had problems with that waiter but couldn’t do much, didn’t see it and if he was there at the time it would have been different. He might’ve said that he would speak to the waiter, but even still, I never went back there again for my safety!

I should have advised the owner to stop reading Ha’aretz (if he did) – it’s really middle-of-the-road! I suspect the whole waiter drama was a routine “Tom and Jerry” attack and the meat was purposely served cold to start a fight with the single, young, white, Jewish tourist. Looking back, I should have gone to the police.

I started going to Savich Deluxe instead (orange, below) and the chap working there (Felix) liked the band Oasis and wore a football jumper – at least we had something in common.

Their kibbeh was great (back left of the plate covered in tehina).

Better than the cold meat hummus down the road (without the egg)!

At an ulpan in Jerusalem (~2005/6) which I didn’t finish, an Arab fellow I was about to start throwing a ball with aimed and threw it at my groin as hard as he could but I deflected it. Lovely chap indeed.

In Akko, a few children threw a pebble at my feet when I was walking in or near the old city one evening in ~April 2006.

That was from about 35 meters away. I told a police officer in his police car but he did nothing – they had a lot of policing work to do that night. I didn’t stay in tense Akko long. The rock was very small, but did they aim at my head? I felt it was more a provocation or sign of disrespect than a direct assault.

In 2005, a couple of Arab kids (or teens) started running after me while I was walking back to Citadel hostel in the old city. I started running and they didn’t catch me in time. A number of years later, I walked through the Arab quarter with a friend and he wasn’t scared one iota. He was non-Jewish and grew up in Cairo for a few years. Some teens followed us and when they caught up to us he just completely ignored them and laughed at me when I expressed concern about them later.  This happened a few times. His name was Nic Walker – no fear. He had a lot to teach me.

[Above: Cyprus, 1987, with Nic and father Tony (pic 3 looking at bottles)]

[Above: Jerusalem, August 2006 with journalist Tony Walker AM at the American Colony Hotel. I also met his colleague Jason Koutsoukis and saw Jason again at the hotel in 2008 (pic 2). I first went to that hotel in December 1987 (pic 3) where Tony would modem though his articles back to Australia for publication.]

I also saw a religious Jewish guy running through the Arab quarter and people were trying to kick or trip him, people were yelling and he tripped at one point. He got up and kept running. Another time, an Arab guy stepped in front of the exit at a public toilet in the old city asking me for money but I sort of raised my voice and quickly pushed passed him. A few years later CCTV became more visible to me.

Someone told me that many Arab sellers in the old city are millionaires from selling to tourists. But I like fixed prices myself, rather than price-fixing or a race to the bottom.

In ~2006 I saw a pair of tourists staying with me at the Heritage House kick a stray cat (there are many) in the late afternoon as it walked passed them against the wall below. They were standing next to me and when the cat snuck passed, one guy whispered in the other guy’s ear and they turned to kick the cat in unison. It worked and the cat squealed and ran off.

But that act was more a sign of the times than any affliction put on me directly. I’m pretty sure they were American, but so what? I don’t think they kicked it with full force but it was still pretty strong. I said to them that it’d probably die but they didn’t seem too worried. After that I think we all headed down to the Western Wall – cat free!

In another sign of the times, I met the late Dave Gordon, Yitzchak C, Yakov S and Aaron Massey – all friends from the USA in Crack Square outside Mike’s Place in Jerusalem at night in late 2013 or 2014.

[English at 1:35]

Dave was a lone soldier who was outspoken about his perpetrators that sexually abused him growing up. Some months later he was murdered (or suicided) by gunshot. I read a detailed article online about it at the time (after either googl’ing his name or coming across the article by chance.) He was a friendly guy, maybe too friendly, and that’s a sign he was abused: still in need of a protector or fatherly figure, unsure of his boundaries and wanting to break free from his past.

I only met him once, and sent him a FB message soon after: he didn’t reply. His three buddies never told me about his death when it later happened, and I never ended up going to the funeral. Dave only hung out with the 4 of us briefly on the second time we all met (he didn’t stick around) so they should’ve been aware of me speaking to him, albeit briefly. He may have been in army uniform, I can’t recall. Anyway, it’s very saddening and when I read about his death it shocked me.

When I read about the abuse he received as a child, I thought for a moment that perhaps I could’ve warned him to lay low instead of being so public about it. It also crossed my mind that it may have had something to do with me and my likely blacklisting. Maybe I was being targeted too? I didn’t and still don’t know. So this filled me with dread and a degree of fear if I was right – and what a crazy thought – but I just carried-on as usual knowing that the truth would be discovered eventually and that the statute of limitation would still allow it to be processed legally – if he was murdered and I am still curious to know how he died, as would all his friends and family. I have never spoken to them. May his memory be a blessing.

Whatever the case, in mid-2013 I was only restarting Facebook afresh after being offline for a number of years, and not much about my background was online (maybe YouNoodle?) so people could’ve more easily back-stabbed me from afar. I also looked pretty young back then, and to some I could’ve been 34 going on 18 and was carded consistently on those very rare occasions I was examined.

“Those who know do not speak. Those who speak do not know.” – Lao Tsu

I was watching a lot of Alex Jones (InfoWars) between 2011-2013 when it was still on YouTube so was dialled-in to his worldview and conspiracy theory was new to me and very interesting. I still occasionally listen to LostArtsRadio and Sacks is very fond of Jones. So “inside job,” “official narrative,” “false-flag,” “controlled opposition” and “plausible deniability” were all new terms to me back around 2011 or so. Today I find conspiracy channels are like alternative medicine channels –  one needs to dig deep to find the gold amongst it all. As as child I used to read the World Book Encyclopedia in bed so I am fine with uncertainty when learning. At the time, I also came across the PDF “The Illuminati Formula Used to Create a Total Mind Controlled Slave.” [src]

So the best slaves are created by taking a newborn child, caring for it lovingly until about 1.5 years old, and then having the parent/guardian subject it to immense pain to split the personality. From there, numerous alter egos are created and can be programmed to do things and these “alters” aren’t aware of each other. Trauma-based mind-control seems like a massive, barbaric science and was an area Josef Mengele was involved in. Interestingly, at the end of this scene (The Naked Gun, 1988), a baseball player is triggered into an alter to assassinate the Queen.

Moreover, when I was about 7, at school we were given IQ tests and I felt I performed really well. The teacher said it had nothing to do with school-based curriculum. A few weeks later, a bunch of students were pulled into the library and we were analysed in front of a swinging pendulum – I think the goal was to see if we would dissociate because the idea is that once a slave is tortured, they should easily dissociate and come back as a new alter-ego and thus DID is instigated. The DID slave thereby goes “over the rainbow,” and The Wizard of Oz supposedly doubles up as a slave-creation template with that song.

Furthermore, once the torture stops, the person must re-associate with their physical surroundings no matter how undesirable, and hence the phrase “there’s no place like home.”

And to me, it’s worth including Mr Spielberg here because at present (24 April 2023) he is working with Tom Cruise on an “original action feature” film called Nomad. I wonder how close that will end up being to my life as presented on this blog. I predict it will also steal/use/vandalize some of the action dream sequences from Ormus King – it’s a massive work to pick apart. So there could be a conspiracy in action right there – I’ve seen it already with Disney Star Wars in relation to my work so I think it’s a valid callout. I hope I’m wrong and of course I could be. And if it means anything, the new IJ film “Dial of Destiny” involves time travel and Nazis and Ormus King 1, which was created as a form of IJ fan fiction, had time travel mentioned here and Nazis mentioned here.

So I am looking forward to learning more about DoD and am also curious as to what the 2020 IJ film was about just prior to this one that was deep into pre-production before James Mangold got involved and it was cancelled

In any case, Alex Jones had is crotch grabbed three times in Hollywood.

And Tom Althouse knows about the shenanigans at the copyright office with regards to the Matrix – an Omniverity interview is online about this. Although as one comment states “would a genius, who the author of the Matrix screenplay without doubt is, and who is in war with an industrial complex, tend to give everyone his phone number?”

Anyhow, according to that interview, Althouse’s “Immortals” script was seen on the set of the Matrix and there were rules about being close to the director to stop people from seeing it. Two of Althouse’s children were murdered and there are references throughout the films to him. SevenGate is another tale of copyright theft and associated crime and those videos have also been removed from Omniversity, but there is still one left. Perhaps “Me Too 2” should be about IP theft and validating claims. But isn’t theft at the foundation of what many power structures are built upon? It’s the structures rather than the people that interest me more.

With regards to Mr Spielberg, I think he’s a really smart, nice and creative guy who over the course of his life has had challenges finding the right friends and right scripts. He should have become a nomad himself! Elaborating, I was at the Huonville Australia Post office in December 2022 and there were ET soft toys sitting on the counter (or very close to it) integrated into the buying experience. ET scared me as a young child, the character is so off-putting – like fecal matter with limbs and about 40 years later myself and many others are forced to look at ET again in the physical form. I mentioned something to the clerk and she sort of agreed and said ET was “bigger than ever.” In 2019 I even inserted ET into Ormus King 5 as a form of self-therapy and satire.

Mr Spielberg was always so close and grateful to Sid Sheinberg and he “gave him ET” [src] — perhaps it was a mistake to get involved with him? How many other films by Steven were forced upon him? And not that I have anything against Kathleen Kennedy, I wonder if Mr Spielberg was forced to associate with her in order to become a Hollywood insider. I know nothing about Kennedy’s background except that she has an Illuminati surname and I read somewhere that she got the “deal of a lifetime” to be part of his inner circle. Jordan Maxwell wrote a book about the Illuminati messages in films. Good luck to them both!

But is Lucas still friends with Kennedy and where does Spielberg fit in with that?

The other aspect of being able to find the right friends can be summed up as “what’s a nice guy like that doing in a place like that.” This is because from what I know from someone, Mr Spielberg is a real mensch, yet Hollywood is filled with utterly vain and ruthless people, as mentioned here. So really that problem of finding good people to be around, is not just a problem for Steven, but would apply to many other people as well, but especially Steven because of his high profile. For example there is nothing on instagram.com/amblin about the Israeli massacre on October 7.

He probably wants to say something but cannot, and someone has already written a post “Spielberg! Make a Movie on the Israel Massacre.” And there is nothing on the fashion accounts I follow either yet about the October 7 mission. They are too busy with parasitism.

My 2 cents is that no genocide is taking place in Gaza, because all those killed are involved in Jihad and attain paradise and rebirth upon death as shaheeds – apparently anyway. Death is viewed differently.

His brother died in Gaza and he seems very satisfied. And the fellow below – ecstatic to die in the context of killing others.

Hamas was voted in democratically, and no one has resisted successfully. Are people converting to Christianity? Has an opposition party arisen? Is there a refugee camp at the Rafah border crossing? Are fishing boats trying to sail to Turkey, Greece or Spain for asylum? And isn’t outward Jihad an integral purpose within Islam? Every rocket launch confirms a holy war is taking place. As such, any Israeli-induced death in Gaza should not be seen as a tragedy, but a celebration according to their own worldview. What am I missing? Also, there aren’t enough people dying in Gaza as seen with Rwanda for there to be a genocide. Also, civilians are pre-warned and avoided in Israeli counter-offensives, ie self-defence. Arafat claimed it was all about justice, but I think it was about his own genocidal ambitions – any Jews in Gaza city? Also, if a genocide was taking place in Gaza, human shields wouldn’t be shields. So as a Muslim, it’s a great thing to die to further the cause, right? So what’s the problem? If you live by the sword, you die by the sword and if you love to hate, then a lot of love can be experienced in Gaza and Israel should be thanked for that. It’s very Islamophobic for the UN to insist on a ceasefire and also deluded – it’s only a time to re-arm.


Send in the missionaries is the best thing the UN can do to reduce the death toll long-term and until “Allahu Akbar” (Allah is greater) – the war chant – is never heard again within the context of murder. (It’s actually about building the Israelite temple, I propose, but I am not saying that right here for the time being because the UN couldn’t stomach that.)

And to take things a step further, dropping leaflets and initiating false-flag events to justify a war are not even really necessary but that’s something I have only just realised given the death and destruction that has already occurred. I am still thinking about the notion of being unwillingly caught up in another religion’s holy war concerning Allah. People say “Hamas is ISIS” – what about the “Palestinians are Amalek” ? I don’t know the answer to that. How does one tolerate the intolerant?

Lootin’ time.

Though Esau himself was full of bitter hatred, and Ishmael is described as a wild man, Amalek seems to have been the worst of the Edomite-related peoples. The Bible records that even God has a special enmity for Amalek, saying in Exodus 17:16, "Because the LORD has sworn: the LORD will have war with Amalek from generation to generation." - src

Genocidal:


… and quite possibly on drugs. At 2:00:

Self-defence:

So Muslim death is seen in a different light, and a lot of pained parents of dead children may well be acting to further that Jihadist cause. So to say there is an Israeli genocide to me shows a discombobulation. If only there was more Sufism and less Wahhabism and a shift toward tolerance and equality. Does Allah and Elohim refer to the same God?

Anytime Jews are seen to commit acts of treachery, they can be targeted as mentioned in this Islam Q & A. I wonder how easily Jews can fall into that category. Interestingly, being targeted is something that sounds familiar to me personally. It is very difficult for me to fully confirm as this article series (Beyond Blacklists: EXPOSURE!) suggests. And if it ends up being a tale of fiction, so what!? Some of my inferences may be wrong or debatable but my observations are not.

But the line of thought makes more sense to me now with the October 7 massacre, if it was an inside job and witnessing what Israelis can let happen to other Israelis.

This article puts forward that notion too:

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The victims of greed most likely, and naivete. One group sprays bullets, the other lies. Yet, the Washington Post doesn’t suggest it was a false flag attack in this video and article but a mis-reading of the enemy.

Well produced and convincing video, though. But will it stand the test of time? Colin Powell later regretted acting on the intelligence to invade Irag at the UN in 2003.

Nonetheless, Powell said, some lower-level personnel in the intelligence community failed him and the country. "There were some people in the intelligence community who knew at that time that some of these sources were not good, and shouldn't be relied upon, and they didn't speak up. That devastated me," he said.

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This article presents the view that..

it was easy as pie for the American “Peace Process” deluded Jew to dismiss and otherize the non-deluded Jew as a right-wing nut job. The deluded left-wing American Jew had the Israeli general’s fraudulent “military opinion” that a 'West Bank Palestinian State' was “safe.”

Are these Israeli generals people Jews and other Israelis can trust when they bend so easily in order to advance their ambition because:

What do Israeli generals and politicians do when they don’t have any real non-military or non-political skills? These has-been and often failed Israeli generals and politicians go to America, lecture Jews, and raise money for their “Think” Tanks and their campaigns.

This doesn’t surprise me at all. Back to the love of money over country. These generals sell out to the enemy and the gullible.

Two days ago, it was reported that a senior officer of the IDF's SIGINT unit 8200 had warned that Hamas was planning a large-scale invasion of Israel. The officer discovered Hamas's operational plan, which was eventually the one used, and shared the information with senior officials in 8200 and the Southern Command.

The officer warned her direct superior, who cancelled her vacation to warn the head of the Intelligence Directorate, Aharon Haliva, when he visited the unit's base. Haliva disregarded the report and did not pass the information to the head of the ISA or the Chief of Staff.

According to journalist Nir Dvori, an additional junior officer in Unit 8200 also strongly cautioned that Hamas was training for an attack, and that the attack was indeed planned and not simply a training exercise. The two specified planned points of entry through Israel's border wall, the different communications being sent, and the conclusion that a massive attack was planned. They presented the findings to a senior officer from outside their unit, who dismissed it as "fantasy."

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So nationalism and wrapping oneself in a flag is a means to an end. Surely people and Jews in the US now have woken up to the Gopro savagery they can expect to see done to themselves as non-Muslims regardless of their stance and affiliations. History shows it.

I actually think Israelis have a problem so long as they think they’re Iraelites – if they do. Jews too – including myself. I’ve mentioned alternate names for Israel elsewhere. But all people really need to be more accommodating and inclusive of each other overall and remove condemnation. The young souls especially who are easily misled.

So all these protesters could easily be raped, mutilated and beheaded if the time was right.

It could happen anywhere in the world though – not just USA. Moderate Muslims, if they existed, I think wouldn’t be able to do anything or would risk their life fleeing.

And it can easily happen again and again in Israel, especially with a ceasefire.

…good fundraising video for Judeophobes. Notice he said civilians got involved at 0:43. He’s right.

To me, civilians and militants are interchangeable with the same goals and drive. Most, if not all of the time anyway. Civilian clothes aren’t just camouflage, they’re uniform.

And this is what Palestinians can do to each other, other Muslim Arabs:

Hamas probably saw Fatah as collaborators with Israel.

Kill or be killed.

So these tunnels would cost a lot of money.

So where does it all come from? Who constructs them? These are questions the Israeli leadership should be asking themselves, and who enabled October 7 to occur in the first place? And it may even be themselves – a few of them anyway, who knows?

Anyway, there will always be anti-Netanyahu propaganda. I certainly hope October 7 wasn’t enabled by Jews. Yet why would PM Netanyahu be speaking to former chiefs weeks later, to look innocent or because he is innocent?

He should’ve resigned within days – that’s my view. False-flag or not, whether he knew about it or not, Israel’s bloodiest day happened on his watch. Anything else is a disgrace. He could’ve also launched a “war against traitors” – same with George W Bush on 9/11. But that could carry personal risk and it may only lead to prosecuting scapegoats by the real perpetrators in a show trial. It’s that kind of silliness that Amalek is known for, from what I know.

2001:

2023:

And Gaza has natural gas reserves too from my understanding. Iraq had oil. So not a kneejerk “war against terrorists.” So something more like this:

And then the idea is to seek free energy technologies – yet another personal risk.

As a false flag, the implications are vast, and it’s a place the mainstream media will never go because it reveals intentions and actions that would repulse the average person to the point where it would be difficult for a set of desired actions and objectives to continue to which the false-flag event seeks to enable. In Israel’s case, it could also lead to civil war. Interestingly, as mentioned further up, I don’t even think a false-flag is even necessary to pretext an invasion into Gaza – at least not on one level.

Tarpley’s Synthetic Terror proposes 9/11 as a false flag event. It’s all about seeing who benefits to give credence to that idea. In times gone by, pirate ships would raise national flags to lure in other ships, or make observers think two countries were at war. Who in their right mind would think October 7 was perpetrated by Jews? It’s a very difficult pill to swallow yet self-hating Jews are nothing new. Time will tell who benefits. But it wouldn’t have been hard to find Palestinian attackers, though.

In a different type of false-flag operation, in 2011, when the Norway attacks occurred and 77 people died, the whole story was that it was linked to Breivik’s beef with Muslim immigration. It might have been, but at the time, I also heard an interview on YT with someone saying that it was actually a warning for Norway and others to not leave NATO which was in the works at the time.  And “as of 2023, no member state has rescinded their membership, although it has been considered by several countries” [src] so that might explain the multiple shooters. The parents of the fallen Workers’ Youth League were supposedly the real targets and were affiliated with the Labour party. Sounds far-flung to me and people can say and believe anything, for any reason: so theory or fact? Who knows?

In some circles, no one likes deserters or peaceniks – it’s bad for business.


Not Ballmer, but who could be saying “Heroes” instead… or “Victims”?

In the same period I heard an interview with someone claiming JFK’s wife shot him with her own gun from her handbag in the backseat and that she was under mind control at the time. It was in case the first shot missed and hers was the actual fatal shot to the head. She would later testify that she saw pictures “of me climbing out the back. But I don’t remember that at all”. [src]

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After Mrs Kennedy crawled back into her seat, both Governor and Mrs. Connally heard her repeatedly saying: “They have killed my husband. I have his brains in my hand.” [src] Very bizarre – your husband is killed and the very first thing you think about is climbing onto the trunk of a moving car and collecting brain fragments? She also became depressed after that event. She’s not even mentioned on this conspiracy theories page: a second shooter? The mind boggles: did she like The Wizard of Oz?

The footage reveals it all: she shot him at 0:28 as she was holding up his head and checking to see if he was still alive from the first shot. What do the experts say?

Anyhow, is Palestine meant to be a suicide mission en-mass? Why even conceive children in Gaza? Who’s to blame? I would be campaigning to have Western countries accept me as a refugee if I wanted to start a sustainable family. Hate is taught in schools in Gaza and Israelis who think Hamas will be eliminated are foolish, because Islam won’t be eliminated so the entity will return with a different name – especially if its backers still exist.


Perhaps, perpetrators in the October 7 mission were remnants of ISIS and that was initially a US-initiated entity in a proxy war, and then they came in with local Arabs from Gaza who worked on the kibbutzim.

Also, there is another video floating around of a Haredi fellow blaming the Russians for training, and here is a list of the torture techniques of the Banderites in Ukraine. But I blame Amalek and that primal influence driving such heinous acts should be burnt from the template of humanity if that is possible in some higher realm – maybe with crystals? It doesn’t have to get personal. This actually happens in Ormus King 8 (2019) on Crystal Core Activation Day when a small proportion of the planet do not recover from unconsciousness, and the Amalekites aren’t tied to any one ethnicity or nation.

Interestingly, there are clips of terrorists who thought they were going back to Gaza to get an apartment and money after their operation, but not everyone.

It’s an utterly horrid thought, but imagine torturing and murdering someone (I find it impossible to do,) only to be killed hours later and then meeting that person at the gates of heaven, they go inside and you are sent to hell instantaneously for eternal damnation. In view of this, what a ridiculous “enterprise” this outward Jihad is!

Abroad, Free Palestine is a front to establish a world Caliphate – if you think otherwise, you are most likely a useful idiot. The calls have already been seen in Germany.

Also, in the US:

It’s history on repeat. Also, how does Israel think it can eliminate the smiles off people’s faces when a successful attack occurs?

As I have said elsewhere on this blog: “I have a hypothesis that the only character trait that Israelis have that extends beyond their toughness is their idiocy.” Ultimately, within conspiracy, who are are the ones that give the stand-down orders or work to undermine self-defence? They are the enemy because they are the enablers and traitors, and the ones that follow come a close second. “Love Your Neighbor As Thyself” – it’s said for a reason. Rabbi Akiva stated “this is a major tenet in the Torah.”

The chap below in Italy, he doesn’t want to hear the word “Palestine” because in doing so, it will ultimately end up meaning the end of Italy, at least as he has known it to be, because in 2023 Palestine now equals Jihad. That’s just my interpretation.

He’s effectively being asked to commit cultural suicide. Of note, the Gaza rulers reside in Qatar anyway.

Anyhow, will Disney stand the test of time or will it go Boom-to-Bust like SunEdison?

I remember hearing a podcast with SunEdison CEO Ahmad Chatila where he said they didn’t want to be the next Nokia, after a string of acquisitions, and the stock subsequently tanked immediately afterward. That interview was around July, 2015 on Soundcloud, and the company delisted in April, 2016 due to bankruptcy.

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I had already worked many years prior at one of the firms that it had acquired in the lead-up to the nosedive – Energy Matters. I suppose corporations can become greedy borgs but choose the wrong meals to fit their digestive tract – or they overeat.

Anyway, it is worth noting that at 1:55 (12 Aug ’23), Crrow mentions that it is increasingly harder to find Maxwell’s work on the web and that archive.org is becoming less reliable. So one person’s saint is another person’s sinner, and vice versa; the pendulum of power is always swinging.

Also, was it a mistake for George Lucas to entrust production to her after he sold to Disney only to have his stories ignored, possibly on purpose as a form of domination as mentioned here by Kamran Pasha? The audience suffered too. And Mr Spielberg had a kidney issue in 2000… too much fear? There are many articles about it. As Atom Bergstrom from Montecito has said, it’s not about “what is wrong” but “who is wrong” with you. I know I’ve had to work on my own pancreatic aura with my mind. Atom speaks a lot on podcast and anyone with health concerns could listen to him, including of course Mr Spielberg as I have done.

"Hollywood is controlled by the CIA and DA. I've lived in Hollywood. I was a cab driver there." - Atom Bergstrom 37:35 (19 April '23)

So if I can become friends with Jack Alan, then Steven can become friends with Atom and talk about any pressing health issues with him over at Oprah’s place in Montecito too, and discover any relationships that might need severing in order to become a nomad. That experience can be filmed too! Steven can also go to 53:12 on the podcast link above to learn more about compromised kidney function. That podcast even has a typo in the year. Also, as a nomad, Steven can cultivate his vast social network in person while also spending much of his time alone and anonymous if he needs to. Also, uterus regeneration is mentioned here, and maybe in Russia he could find a place to help regenerate his kidney. That’s what I would do. I remember reading something about Hillary Clinton being interested in the topic in the Petrov book shown in the previous link.

I also think Peter Thiel should think about nomad’ing for a while. How can he talk about stagnation for so many years without also talking about repressed technologies? In other words, start backing brave inventors or else do a major life pivot. He could be to investing what Kubrick was to cinema – an iconoclast, or at least be better at disruption. Or dare I ask, does he have alters? Regardless, Peter comes across as a great guy. But in reality, I presume the best technologies are buried somehow, or siphoned into the military, or even directed into a latent breakaway civilization. I don’t know.

Ken Rohla, another podcaster who I have heard has experience in this area of free energy, and he and his club have had problems with censorship. But what will longevity be like in an environment that is filthy? Could it even be attained? Mr Rohla (like many others) has even touched the topic of repressed medical technologies. With Mr Thiel also interested in fossil fuels, I think his input into this area of free-energy is even more important than ever right now because even if burning fossil fuels is not as bad as one would think, mining them is still energy intensive and highly polluting.

In May 2020, I stated that:

“As an activist investor (or working closely with one,) I would investigate, test and eventually install free energy devices into pre-existing energy infrastructure. Regardless of outcome, that process should be broadcast live and also turned into a documentary.”

I additionally came up with two film flyers after visiting Musselroe wind farm in February, 2020 prior to me reaching Strahan.

However, as of 3 May 2023, I would look at the goal of completely ceasing wind turbines as they create ultra-low frequencies whereby “manmade noises can drown out the sounds that whales and other marine mammals rely on for life’s most basic functions — from navigating to mating” [src] and cause beaching death this way. That was seen in Strahan in September, 2022  and Granville harbour wind farm is 45 kms north and became operational in 2020 yet ultra-low frequencies are said to traverse much further distances.

Also, Thiel’s associate Eric Weinstein (ThePortal) and Russ Tanner (Global Sky Watch) would be a great panel discussion – they are voice doppelgangers and could discuss the DISC in relation to geoengineering.


Be that as it may, I’ve always thought that one of the biggest disservices parents can do to their children is having unreasonable (or any) expectations of them, and also comparing and judging them against others. The child can adopt all kinds of antisocial and unsavoury behaviours to then please them. Also, imagine how many pushy and overly ambitious parents of child actors Mr Spielberg has had to deal with over the course of his career. And if the Illuminati world is all about appeasing the devil, why would anyone want to get involved in it?

Fritz Springmeier, the author of many books on the Illuminati has said in an interview that it revolves around death and that “women and men in the Illuminati will continue to help with the programming their entire lives” (src, p12) and “most of the alters of a Monarch system go their entire lives in trance.” (p34) Also, that text (The Illuminati Formula Used to Create an Undetectable Total Mind Controlled Slave) has “Wizard of Oz” mentioned 56 times. More recently, in 2022 he has stated “they generally have 100s of personalities, if not 1000s” and refers to Hollywood actors among others.

Anyway, back about the IQ test, a few weeks after the library incident, two people arrived at my house who ignored me, and they eventually left and my mum said they wanted to look after me or something along those lines and prior to them coming that evening, I think I read something about access to influential and opportunistic circles of life. If so, it was a good thing I wasn’t signed away because as a possible slave, I could’ve been used for a whole variety of things, including sex-kitten programming and in espionage, programmed for suicide if captured. Slaves also require human handlers and ritualized trauma to keep running smoothly. Strangely, I had no tendency to dissociate and was of good constitution.

Another thing that can happen to slaves is that they can be transgendered and that can also happen in the womb from the outset and it’s to prevent dynasties and as a tribute to Baphomet. I recall Kurt Cobain mentioning something like that in naming “In Utereo.”

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But my memory of that 90’s interview is vague. Was Cobain a woman? It’s weird stuff and “transvestigation” was a hot topic on Youtube a few years ago before it was censored. I became interested in “transvestigation” after I stopped watching Alex Jones and am still interested in it to this day – seeing the different binary gender types within any given person or group of people. Seneff has spoken extensively about the rise in autism in relation to the rise in glyphosate usage – I wonder if there’s also a rise in LGBTQ+ traits among the young due to the epigenetic factors of today’s world. It’s also tied into conspiracy due to possible transgendering within “secret societies” (if that’s the correct term) and elite transgender inversion. I think the LGBTQ+ pride movement would be better off as a “one world” movement because there are many cisgender and straight people who require equality too.  It’s amazing to think people can be transgendered and not even know it – is that even possible and it’s likely affecting their sexual desires. Just because someone has an inferiority complex doesn’t mean they can tell people what to do or abuse them, especially if it’s to their detriment or place glass ceilings on people’s worldly expression. Negative movement of the Overton Window could be seen as evidence of a hidden hand at work – Crrow alludes to this a lot. Similarly, Ormus King covers the Negative Alien Agenda as adapted from Renee’s channelling.

So it may have been some weeks after Gordon’s death in 2014 that I read about it, but I can’t recall the exact time-frame. And if he was murdered, and I obviously have no idea if he was, and it is very upsetting to even think about, then it wouldn’t have been hard for an assassin to do that – those people have no free will and the alters within a slave don’t even know about each other, and that can be compared to Hauser talking to Quaid in a pre-recording.

But if he was, then the most likely culprit would be a Palestinian or a Palestinian activist – enemies of soldiers. Shouldn’t that be obvious? Another obvious culprit would be someone threatened by his activism or incriminating childhood traumas coming out.

It’s also worth noting that conspiracy is integral to litigation – it’s not a dirty word per se. There are also lawful conspiracies as opposed to unlawful ones. Perhaps some people avert governmental conspiracy theories (and theorists) because deep in their unconscious they fear that having that knowledge can make them a target to conspirators. As such, it’s safer to be a victim of a conspiracy in an ignorant and wilfully ignorant herd than the target of a conspirator awake but alone. Stanley Kubrick may have been a sheppard who was eventually murdered after Eyes Wide Shut and his “truthing” on secret societies and before that Dr Strangelove and 2001. Brave filmmaker indeed.


And the final cut of EWS was heavily modified anyway from what was intended anyway from how I understand it.

Cobain also committed suicide, apparently.

But if there was a common enemy to all mankind, I think it would be condemnation itself, not any one person or group of people such as the “racists of the world.” But if one was to actually look at people, it would be those ignorant of their timeless spiritual nature who have their fears too easily influence their physical actions and intent – the “hug me or be hunted” mob. I haven’t really given it much thought.

Anyway, I saw Yakov’s FB on his smartphone in the laneway… that’s how I ended up reaching out to Dave (I later looked at his friends list) and I never befriended Yakov on FB. Aaron also told me about his video work too. I was pretty busy with my tech work and music at the time and wasn’t really in the same headspace.

I was working on DoneBit, and didn’t drink either and avoided loud club music.

(Aaron Massey top right)

The 4 of us went out earlier in the week and it was easier to go mackin’ and talk to girls when it was quieter although we didn’t really end up speaking to many people. Great people. Read here the story of the late Dave Gordon and also article 1 and 2.

"Vulnerability surrounds us all. It strikes when you .. travel to a foreign land and are unable to speak the language ... Abuse is knowing that a victim is vulnerable and then trying to exploit that vulnerability." 

David Gordon, 2013

Also, one night a few years later, walking along Jaffa Road to Crack Square I heard a random American-accented tourist say proudly to his phone “I just got f***** in the ass so hard.” I think it was a selfie vid he said while walking next to me. I saw him the night before with 2 guys at the Chess Square (שחמט). He could’ve meant it as a metaphor too! We didn’t know each other in any way.

At Chess Square I met many people, and the two (American?) girls below are some of those that could’ve been “snooped and spooked” or else they just resigned. I spoke to the girl on the right twice, and she told me she was heading home within a few weeks but she never returned after posting that photo. I think it’s a good thing I took the photo to document that “disappearance” (if it was one) – but would’ve been better if JT was there to do his thing.

I was using JT’s tracks in my mashups during those years.

On 1 or 2 occasions, shopkeepers would come out and hand me over notes of cash for playing in the street. Street music is integral to Jerusalem culture and helps satisfy the millions that pour through the city every year. It’s encouraged.






Meeting people at Chess (~2014 –  2018) was a side-effect of me being there for numerous reasons and not a goal, and I am not aloof. Also, people would come especially to listen to my hip-hop kit. A social worker also liked me being there, I think for the “disengaged youth.”

Notes are attached to one of the photos below, with other notes found in True Perps as associated with the other photo.

It’s incredible to think I was being preyed upon remotely, if my observations are correct, as it had already happened in the tech scene (2006 – 2011).

A week later after the photo below was taken these girls came back without Janet Jackson (far right) so not much missing! They re-appeared and gave me strange looks for about 20 seconds and then vanished.

I saw the blonde girl below (name unknown) perhaps 5 or 6 times but after posting that photo – never again at that spot. I did walk passed her once on Jaffa road’s sidewalk afterward (by accident) but never spoke to her. I saw her once with this individual – I don’t know her either – and that might be her getting the hug.

There’s also another girl who I took a photo of (Adina, below, foreground) and thereafter she cleared her Facebook. Is this anything of note or related?

I actually spoke to her very briefly too before that when she was playing with a hula hoop near the Chess square. She was friendly and asked that I don’t take any photos of her or her sister, and I did not, but soon after that night I am almost certain she returned and took a photo of me and I remember the moment and location. I took the pic above after that incident around 2 weeks to 2 months later, and in that time some people unknown to me were talking about them in the street and that’s when I overheard their names being mentioned.

And I began seeing photos of just Adina’s twin sister alone (background) at trance events via Beny Photographer’s dance-party FB albums of those events (now offline.) Good for her… it was just odd to me – but aren’t they both into trance? (forte.morfium – that’s a trance event right?) I’ve never spoken to her, I think her name is Efrat. She looked at me once in the eye in Ben Yehuda street in a strange way. They’re hard to miss, it’s not like I was looking out for them specifically.

I have been wanting to go to dance parties and nightclubs for many years but am very limited due to hearing issues related to drumming even when wearing earplugs – it’s the bass notes that are the problem. After seeing the extremely loud Top Gun: Maverick IMAX 6 months ago, I don’t think I’ll be going to another film theatre for years to come. One minor factor that drove me to Israel in 2005 was hearing sensitivity limiting social events in Melbourne, although that has eased over time.

If my hearing was more normal, I would’ve been partying, DJing and jamming away for decades like I did prior to 2004, instead of living semi-stressed when in the periphery of that life.

Thinking about almost perfect strangers like this and writing about it publicly is also odd for me and unpleasant, especially after writing Ormus King. The subject matter is also disturbing. That’s Israel… where perfect strangers (or close acquaintances) can become dangerous contraband at the drop of a hat.

As mentioned, I did meet some tech worker at an event who was having some “official” follow him around just to derail him (see part 1 – confront.) Additionally, after giving it much thought, now in 2023 I remember that there was another person (a stranger) who I began speaking to in Crack Square that was about to speak to me but then she stopped short, looked at me and then looked around and said “Nup, they don’t like me” and then got up and left. It was though she was doing me a favour by leaving and she was being hunted. My memory is vague but it was a very disconcerting moment. She initially came up and sat next to me if that means anything. Such a scarcity of love where people need to gravitate toward a strongman in order to escape battered wife syndrome as a result of toxic masculinity. Presumably, it would also help to have your own enemy (or accuser) also the enemy of the state and that’s what a dancer told me, Netanel, and he was only about 15. A police state equates to a dobbing culture.

Is littering an offence? I used to see it happen quite often  and it keeps extra council workers employed to clean up after people. There are no shortage of public rubbish bins either. Also, “around 45% of Israelis admitted to throwing a piece of trash in nature at least once in the last year.” [src, seen May 2023]

[Jerusalem, late 2005]

And what about dumping people? Be forewarned.

I have about 2500 photos on my FB and 40 albums – all of which were public at one point or another. This blog has over 5500 images. The FB pics were uploaded in Jerusalem and in that period (July 2013 – March 2018.) Many were taken around the few spots where and when I played drums. I also have retained the originals of all these photos and their sequence can be ascertained by their filenames. For example:

These were all taken in 2017, with exact times given in metadata and the full size image can be seen by removing “-scaled” from the filename and refreshing. Pics 1,3,4 were taken in Crack Square, where I once spoke to Dave Gordon. Pics 6,7,8 were taken at the Chess Square where I would’ve been waiting with my percussion gear to start playing. That is:

[from 2 weeks earlier with Amiad “Style”.. and 5 years later  ..is he back on social media? ]

I bought a Canon G9X-M2 and new PC in April 2017 for Ormus King, and became more interested in photography at that point. Jerusalem is also a very photogenic place and a tourist hotspot.

Within this period, Facebook stock rose from $25 to $185. You never know you’re living in a golden age until it’s gone. Interestingly, in this period I remember when Versace had 10 million IG followers and Dolce and Gabbana had 15 million followers – I think around the time I started tagging them. Today, (October 2022) both are nearing 30 million each, with D&G still ahead by about 1.3 million. So I am still working it out: is imitation the highest form of flattery or is it actually invitation?

I thought it was weird that Debka English was put into suspended animation between 27 August –> 6 December 2022 without any stated reason.

One can only speculate.

I did start a twitter account (@debkafile – mentioned here) associated with the site. This pause came 3 months after my tweet:

For a while I thought it might have been acquired behind-the-scenes and then strangely shutdown like theinquirer.net in 2019 – a site I happened to be mentioned on.

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Incidentally, hours after that tweet, Mr Dibner (@gdibner) blocked my main twitter account @adrianboron1, which I found very disappointing as I had welcomed his comment in True Perps.

Persona non grata!?!

And this reminds me of a benign Business Wire press release (or so I thought) that was removed within months of me linking to it from Israel Tech Scene 2006-2011 in September 2020 referring to a tech event I attended in mid-2006 and heard Izhar Shay speak amongst others. Everyone who went got a free backpack. The one with me below at Ammunition Hill is not the same bag and that photo was taken before the event.

[ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4: Ofer Wald at TWS 2008 with the IVA backpack. I happened to meet him at the 2006 IVA tech event along with Shai Tsur, and picked up the same bag which has the IVA logo stamped on the front. | 5: Yossi Vardi was behind Wald in the full photo. ]

I have since thrown the backpack away: backpack non grata!

Continuing, I saw both sisters once in a laneway (above) at night in ~late 2017 along with a friend of mine (below) and the 3 ignored me as they walked through it – which is totally fine, but, were they told to do so? Did they even see me? (I’m pretty sure they did.) It is a paranoid thought, but I wanted to be able to leave that country sane and alive if those experiences were to continue.

Some things one just shouldn’t take for granted and even if none of this makes sense to them, I still feel it is reasonable to discuss given the context of my experience when the shadows can mean more than the physical (see above.)

Anyhow, I did witness some disturbing things over the years like a young child kissing a bus driver on the lips in [city and country name available on request] in 2018 as she was getting on. She was excited to see him, he tapped his cheek and she ended up kissing him on the lips. My memory is not clear about who else saw it – it definitely wasn’t hidden though. It looked very off. The bus driver turned his head and saw that I saw him kiss the child, acted nonchalant, and saw where I got off the bus. Was I to be his or someone else’s prey as a witness no matter whether I “dobbed” on him or not? Was something else going on between the two? On the other hand, maybe he was a relative of hers.

Hence, I think the answer to the surveillance state is more use of “human dashcams” and in 2022, I don’t think this is too farfetched.

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Another idea is to couple AI to CCTV whereby the “all seeing eye” can distinguish abnormal and unwanted modes of behaviour automatically – so as with a self-driving car: a self-regulating security guard.

Regarding Netanyahu and peace deals, even if it was actually possible to make peace, maybe he might not have wanted to end up like Yitzhak Rabin – someone who he even opposed. Similarly, Gandhi was murdered by an ultra-nationalist as well, albeit Hindu and not a Muslim.

“Godse considered Gandhi to have been too accommodating to Muslims during the Partition of India of the previous year.” source

Also, politicians bickering can easily be staged. However, on The Apprentice, Donald Trump did tell a story once how he had to start turning his back (literally) on two guys (maybe one) he once helped start a business (or bar) that ended up betraying, embezzling or lying to him. I can’t quite remember what they did or the exact episode.

Jews should make peace with the fact that there are 10’s maybe 100’s of millions of people today who are descendants of the lost tribes of Israel and who have the same (or similar) biblical status to themselves. Non-Jews should realize this too. They all lived together in the time of the The United Monarchy (הממלכה המאוחדת) and it is something that is still yearned-for today. Leaders from around the world would go to Jerusalem (or thereabouts) with gifts and to seek the blessings of King Solomon (and David?) Until then, some healthy cynicism is still okay in the holy land.

“And I will bless those who bless you, and the one who curses you I will curse, and all the families of the earth shall be blessed in you.” (Genesis 12:3)

Maybe you is you.

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Israel Revisited
– from Exile to Exodus (part 2/2)

I didn’t know what I was in for… I wouldn’t want it any other way!

(last update: 21 April 2024)
(also see: part 1)

After landing in Israel in June 2005, immediately I felt a raising of my energy. It felt perfect to arrive.

Prior to that, the only time I had been in Israel was in January 1988 for a couple of weeks.

The first place I went to was the Jerusalem botanical gardens.

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At the garden cafe (far right above,) I spoke to the waitress and she was very friendly and attractive. I didn’t even know if she was Jewish or not and didn’t even think about it. I ended up giving her my phone number (did I get hers?) and minutes later as I was leaving, I saw a lone young man walking toward me in what looked like a state-of-fury. Then, like an edgy kangaroo, I basically fled the scene, jet-lag be damned. There was no confrontation and I never returned. I determined later from her name that she must have been Arab. I was nervous for a day or two that he might call for reasons unknown to me and I never spoke to her again and don’t remember her name.

Anyhow, I soon noticed my lips drying up – this was due to the hardness of the water. Pots and pans were even left with a white residue of minerals after each meal. The only solution was bottled water.

I headed to the Old City and to the Western Wall (Kotel.) On the way there, I asked Jeff Seidel for directions. He gladly pointed it out to me and he also became a friend.

Below, mid-2006, during an Orange vs Blue protest in Jerusalem. However, I was also there during the first protest in mid-2005.

I didn’t have much of an opinion at the time, but had a feeling withdrawal was not a good thing. The prime minister at the time, Ariel Sharon had a stroke at the end of 2005 and then within a month fell into a coma.

Tens of thousands of orange-clad activists lined major highways Monday in a nationwide protest against Israel’s planned withdrawal from the Gaza Strip, disrupting traffic, shouting slogans and drawing noisy honks of support from motorists.

With tensions running high as the withdrawal nears, Israel has descended into an emotional color war. Jewish settlers and their supporters have embraced orange. On the blue side are peace activists and other backers of the withdrawal. Each side’s weapon of choice: ribbons _ tied to cars, backpacks and even wedding bouquets. – 2005, source

In the back of my mind, even to this day, I have a hypothesis that the only character trait that Israelis have that extends beyond their toughness is their idiocy. This relates to class and status divisions, baseless hatred, might makes right, crippling xenophobia and acts of self-sabotage such as the funding of Hamas.

Anyhow, years later, I actually spoke to a soldier who was stationed at a checkpoint or border-crossing in Gaza, a student from Jerusalem, and he was very much for the withdrawal – he said it was very difficult and dangerous work. Another chap hated carrying his machine gun so much that he was imprisoned for initially refusing. And there was another fellow that simply hated the army, but had to do it anyway as it was compulsory.

Because many would prefer to avoid the instruments-of-war in favour for different ones.

I don’t blame them.

And speaking of war, from my understanding, in Russia hostage situations are resolved quickly because the state takes hostage the relatives of the terrorists. Why doesn’t the IDF do this? To free hostages, shouldn’t a second set of hostages (for want of a better word) be taken? Who are the other people that should be begging for their lives to the terrorists?

The IDF tracks leading terrorists. Why not the their family members as well? … so back to my hypothesis.

For this latest October 7 incursion, why not just bring a whole portion of Gaza into Israel proper permanently? All of Gaza city should become Israel and the fighting can stop, or half of Gaza. Something like that anyway. Land-grab is the deterrence to terror, not death, because death is seen differently in Jihad. As I’ve mentioned elsewhere, Hamas will never be eliminated because it’s just Islam by another name. Deceived Western minds will at least understand this response, and it will memorialise the fallen – streets can be named after them. If the Magen-David is raised in Gaza, let it stay there.

A 5 year-old buried under 5 tonnes of rubble means different things to different people. But why did the parents even have children in a war-zone? How can there be a genocide when there are millions of Arabs still alive in Gaza? Who’s to say the children weren’t conceived just to be cannon fodder yet will attain paradise to their benefit, thanks to the Jews? The evil of running a false-flag attack (if it was one,) and then getting no benefit boggles the mind: it’s akin to  Jewish suicide bombers attacking Israel alongside Palestinian ones. If “Free Palestine” is a strategy to reestablish a Muslim caliphate via useful idiots, how about “Free the Hostages” as a strategy to manifest the Israelites again?

Anyway, I mentioned the need for voluntary military service here – and not just for Israel.

Yet, ironically at the same time “in warfare, a theater or theatre is an area in which important military events occur or are in progress” [- source.] Thus, one is left wondering if warfare might be phoney and actually scripted for an audience, just like a music recital or rather a Broadway extravaganza. In which case, at some level, enemies are actually friends, or even one and the same in outlooks of full spectrum dominance. As such, I think people should choose different theatres to watch.

Continuing, some weeks later I ended up finding and staying at the Heritage House and also studying at Aish HaTorah which were both in the old city. The late Rabbi Meir Schuster, Elie, and Dave (from NYC) all worked at the HH.

(early 2006 )

I ended up buying Tefellin through Reb Schuster which I still own to this day.

I invariably had better days in Jerusalem on the days I donned my Tefellin.  They are used to tame the evil inclination and worldly desires. Today, I carry around a Tasmanian quartz crystal and should probably “dare to wear” the Tefellin again – may God help us all.

Continuing, on one Shabbat evening in the old city, I told the host how my paternal grandfather Oskar (below) fled Warsaw with my grandmother Hela (shown Elka below) and parents Abram and Jetta Sokol (shown below) a week after the war started. They went to Lithuania, across Russia by train, to Japan and then by ship to Melbourne on a Sugihara visa after mid-1940. The host was taken aback at how I found my way from Australia to Israel at such a young age (and non-religious.)

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  • pic 1 – www.sugiharafoundation.org/the-list/ (site down: 9 Dec ’22)
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  • pic 3 – 1991
  • pic 4 – 1993
  • pic 5 – late 1980’s
  • pic 6,7,8 – 1997

As referred in the second pic above, Oskar once showed me his civil engineering degree obtained at The University of Berlin, Charlottenburg, but it wasn’t recognised in Australia due to it being of German origin so instead he went into the Flinders Lane rag trade, specifically at Londex House (London Export,) next to Tasmania House

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As an aside, while Oskar escaped, his two brothers Benjamin and Eliyahu were betrayed by the Poles hiding them two days before the war ended for bread and sugar. They were murdered by Nazis. Oskar’s 3rd (and eldest) brother Leon “Lolek” Weisbrem  (1903 – 1999) joined the Polish army and was taken prisoner-of-war by Germany. His buddies saved his life by surrounding him at a roll call so the camp commander wouldn’t see that he was circumcised and deemed Jewish. He eventually fled Poland, across Europe to reach England in 1941.

source | 2 | 3 | Leon’s family tree from mid-70’s

I met him once in 1986.

Leon’s autobiographical book in Polish contains various other documents:

  • pic 1 – book cover
  • pic 2 – Wolf with son Leon (1932)
  • pic 4 – Eliyahu + Oskar + Leon + Benjamin – Warsaw ~1933
  • pic 6 – Leon second from left in Polish army
  • pic 7 – POW documentation
  • pic 8 – Nazi POW currency
  • pic 9 – postcard received while at Stalag VI-C POW camp
  • pic 10 – poem from London
  • pic 11 – other

At one point, he had the 3rd largest Japanese stamp collection in the world, which he sold while residing in Melbourne before he returned to London.

source: Kanai Catalogue 1979/80 Japan ‘Weisbrem’ Collection

Two more people I met in Jerusalem were Sharon (below left) from the CU Agency and Warren (below right, 2018) who is also from Melbourne, Australia. Warren (aka Avraham) and I took on an extras role for Sharon at Mt Zion for a Discovery/NatGeo documentary in 2005. In 2018, right before leaving Israel, I gladly met Warren again who by that stage was using a walker.

Interestingly, the “raising of vibration” that hit me when first entering Israel and kept bringing me back had left by 2018. It is for this reason that I tend to think the term “aliyah” (going up to Israel) is wrongly applied to Israeli immigration. It can be correct, but not all the time for everyone, for example I met two immigrants who were murdered there: Tony Rose in April 2014 and Dave Gordon (or was it rather a suicide… which is a murder of self anyhow?) in August 2014.

In a similar vein, I think the country name “Israel” is incorrect. That name should only be used once all the lost 10 tribes can (and do) return to the holy land and not while the Israelites are lost and in exile – imagine if that became the new security narrative rather than Iran!

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"Nearly all Jews today consider themselves as descendants of the tribe of Judah. Some do claim membership in the Levites, the priestly clan that - like other Jews - was exiled to Babylon and returned to rebuild the Temple. However, Jews with family names such as Levy (Levi), Rubin (Reuben), Simon (Simeon), Benjamin, Asher, etc. are unable to document their genealogies as going back to these historical tribes."

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By this, even:

  • Holyland
  • Israel-2B / Israel To Be (ישראל להיות)
  • Israel 1 (as opposed to Israel 2 for the messianic age)
  • Israel 4 (see image below)
  • Future Israel
  • Israeland (ארץ ישראל)
  • Judahland
  • Judah / Yehuda (יְהוּדָה)
  • Jacob / יַעֲקֹב *
  • Green / Grün / Grünia **
  • Boronia (ie Adrian Boron, plant and suburb)
  • The Jewish State
  • Capital
  • Tribe / Blessed Tribe / Blessed
  • Heart
  • Semitica
  • Outpost Płońsk (DBG’s hometown)
  • Plonskia / Plonskonia
  • Israel Rebooted

could be a more apt name for Israel – at least as a thought exercise and for debate.

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* Israel was Jacob after being renamed by an angel. Similarly Abram was renamed by God to Abraham.

** (Green) was David Ben-Gurion’s (Israel’s Founding Father) original surname from his father Avigdor that was changed to Ben-Gurion. It was “taken from one of the Jewish generals who fought against the Roman legions in the time of Bar Kochba.” ~ source

Also, I wonder in ancient times if it was ever called Israel.

The name “Israel” first appears in the Merneptah Stele c. 1208 BCE: “Israel is laid waste and his seed is no more.”[29] This “Israel” was a cultural and probably political entity, well enough established for the Egyptians to perceive it as a possible challenge, but an ethnic group rather than an organised state. – source

My personal favourite name is The Kingdom of Israel and that is mentioned in a few places already on this blog and the subject of a film ennealogy that I started in Jerusalem in 2017.

This is the name that really should’ve been used in the “Free Your Mind” campaign video that influenced me to “make aliyah” in 2006.

However, it couldn’t have been used because there is no kingdom in Israel… yet. No messiah, no temple, no lost tribes and lots of division – and this isn’t about to change anytime soon. As such, the video is a con-job to me at this point and is more apt for gentiles. Really, there’s still an exile, even in Israel, but one should have faith.

Anyhow, the Temple Mount has not changed since 1948 (State-of-Israel’s inception) and wars never end because there is a fear of justice or the adoption of a “war-is-peace” attitude. Isn’t that farcical?

After Jerusalem, I made it to the holy mountain city of Tsfat.

Here I spoke to Jeremy Hart (Hartley?) at length who was immigrating to Adelaide from England. He wasn’t sold on Israel and was very concerned with the poverty.

I also met the late Tony Rose (from Manchester) and his children (photo Jerusalem, 2006.) Jeremy actually met Tony after my introduction. As previously mentioned, Tony was tragically murdered in Tsfat in 2014.

In Jerusalem, at around the same location as above, I overheard a couple of American guys discussing Israel and making “aliyah.” They said it was a highly security conscious, hyper-rational and highly competitive society. Their main gripe was that Jews fighting other Jews just doesn’t work – I suppose they meant especially in Israel – and I agree. It’s ironic, because I went to Israel to be in a place where there’d be less walls between people as a result of being from the same spiritual and genetic background – but it turns out the walls are just different.

On this note of “Israelis fighting Israelis,” at Hayarkon Hostel (pics below) in Tel Aviv during 2005 there was a non-Jewish British carpenter with an Israeli girlfriend. He told me how Israelis emulated much of their abusive behaviour toward each other from Arabs. I translate this in daily life to mean as countless Tom and Jerry-like battles for narcissistic supply, with this character trait in turn being the result of trauma associated from being born into a warzone and the subsequent creation of an invincible false-self.

Later while taking a bus from the hostel, a tourist mentioned to me how bogged down the small country was in security spending, with guards required at so many public places, not to mention defence spending as a whole. Moreover, the Walk Through Metal Detectors outside malls and bus/train stations were a real health turn-off for me. The risks are played down, but I can feel their effects so I avoided them.

Another standout reader comment I read on an Israeli news site was “Jews from the diaspora have difficulty fathoming the depth of moronicy present in this country.” I would have to agree – people can act in counterproductive ways to each other. And back in Australia in 2007, an Israeli ex-pat mentioned to me how Israelis when they leave the country often end up seeking other Israelis to associate with. After living in Israel for ~12 years, I would imagine that to mean that it is difficult to be comfortably sociopathic unless around other sociopaths. By this, I mean that sociopathy arises when narcissism is combined with baseless hatred.

Baseless hatred exists as a remnant causative factor of the destruction of the second temple. In a narcissistic society due to constant war, I suppose one could hate another simply for taking attention away from oneself to fracture self-worth. A religious fellow at the Mahane Yehuda market confirmed with me once that baseless hatred is everywhere in the country and keeps people divided. This is why Yaakov said to me something akin to “English speakers need to stick to English speakers.”

For Jews everywhere, there are also issues associated with being in the age of the “Shalom Rav” (Peace Rabbi), which I deem something akin to an atheistic security guard taking control of the Jewish synagogue they’re supposed to protect: some new type of coup between a rabbi and his security guard.

[ far right, June 2005, a potential bomb is detonated at a bus stop ]

Can’t we all just get along?

Anyhow, months later, in October 2005 and still with the travel bug, I reached Vancouver.

While browsing a second-hand bookstore I discovered a book (Idel, 1988) Studies in Ecstatic Kabbalah and it really had a strong resonance with me. The book is  a study of Rabbi Abraham Abulafia. Abulafia uncovered new knowledge through an itinerant life and believed he was the messiah – although perhaps that belief was justifiable to the extent of his preeminence.

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Abulafia even attempted to convert the pope to Judaism:

He went to Rome in 1280 in order to convert Pope Nicholas III to Judaism on the day before Rosh Hashanah. The Pope was in Suriano when he heard of it, and he issued orders to “burn the fanatic” as soon as he reached that place. The stake was erected in preparation close to the inner gate; but Abulafia set out for Suriano all the same and reached there August 22. While passing through the outer gate, he heard that the Pope had died from an apoplectic stroke during the preceding night. He returned to Rome, where he was thrown into prison by the Order of Friars Minor but was liberated after four weeks’ detention. He was next heard of in Sicily. ~ Wikipedia

I also visited the British Columbia Parliament Buildings in Victoria, BC.

Back in Israel months later, I borrowed the Tanya from Ascent (in Tsfat) and started reading it back in my room.

One thing that struck me was how it described the world being  continuously created through the constant emanation of the names of God (in Hebrew.) I’d already heard something similar on a radio interview while driving to South Australia in early 2005 – that the Big Bang didn’t occur once – the world is big-banging into existence at every moment.

The apex of my learning came whilst studying at Ohr Somayach yeshiva in Jerusalem.

During one of my first classes there, I had the distressed thought:

“So this is it, I have come all the way from Australia, dropped out of university, travelled a great mental distance, spent lots of money and relocated to this premises and all for this classroom? A whole new journey of infinite learning was about to start. Please God if you’re listening, make my day.”

And the class proceeded as usual.

Then that night, in a dream-like state some angelic teacher stood near me and imbued me with an avalanche of wisdom. The transfer went for about a minute or so. I’d never experienced anything like it before or since. It was like the feeling of a million burning questions being answered.

Now who doesn’t want to stand in God’s stream of consciousness?

And so that was it, the exodus was over… at least for me at that point.

So the Ari (Isaac Luria) told the student something remarkable: "if I had 80 years to write down the material that I heard from Rabbi Shimon Bar Yohai, I still couldn’t finish it." That’s how much stuff Rabbi Shimon said in whatever brief time that he (Luria) was sleeping or in a trance."
~  Rabbi Mendel Kessin 8:51


✓ 3 weeks ago

Israel Revisited – from exile to exodus (part 1/2)

In Australia, they say you should either be earning or learning. I chose yearning.

(also see: 2005: Up Periscope! and part 2)

In January 2005, I went for a drive to South Australia. I don’t fully know why I went – I just did.

I was only gone for a few days as I had a terrible sleeping arrangement in the back of my vehicle – but I had the taste of freedom that I yearned for – both physical and mental.

A couple of months later, I started a Monash law degree (to be my second degree) but I soon dropped out. Law camp was fun, but when it was time to start studying, I couldn’t focus at all. Also, one of the heads of Mannix College bid me farewell after I worked for the college on their IT setup and as an IT tutor:

Interestingly, from 2000 through graduation in 2001 (with Information Systems,) and until that point, I had been researching and writing about spiritual, esoteric and religious concepts at home (including Kundalini) out of my own volition.

Choosing to study law as a second degree was my attempt at decompartmentalizing my mind: and it failed.

So a few weeks later in March, I headed north from Melbourne and made Port Macquarie by about 10pm. The following day I kept driving as planned, eventually through Burleigh Heads where Yumi Stynes from Channel V was walking around asking people about their experiences with G-spots. I declined to answer and the guys in front of me straight out ignored her.

I made Surfers Paradise in good time and in the back of my mind I was thinking “what am I doing?” and I realised I was on holiday – some type of working holiday quest – and it felt great. I would never go back to the old way of planning my life in a cold, deliberate fashion – and I don’t think I could if I tried. It’s about holydays, not holidays.

Moreover, there was an IT recession at the time and work and investors (for GrooveTip) were hard for me to find. I was actually planning to live in Surfers, but like with my trip to South Australia – I just couldn’t get comfortable so pretty soon I headed back to Melbourne through Newcastle and Canberra.

However, when I passed through Byron Bay, the most amazing thing happened as I was almost asleep – a voice from deep within me cut through my awareness and said “GO TO ISRAEL” !!!

People back in Melbourne were surprised to see me and it felt awkward, but at least I had a way forward: to keep decompartmentalizing my mind… in Israel!

And in a more academic sense if:

In the classical literature of Kashmir Shaivism kundalini is described in three different manifestations. The first of these is as the universal energy or para-kundalini. The second of these is as the energizing function of the body-mind complex or prana-kundalini. The third of these is as consciousness or shakti-kundalini which simultaneously subsumes and intermediates between these two. Ultimately these three forms are the same but understanding these three different forms will help to understand the different manifestations of kundalini. ~ Kurt Keutzer 2002

… then perhaps I am (and was) just seeking to maximize Shakti?

I recorded a monologue in Jerusalem in early 2007 at Yeshiva Ohr Somayach detailing my life leading up to my arrival in Israel, that is, this exact story.


✓ 3 years ago

2000: Kundalini – the untold tales.

Looking back, I think some my collected tales were exaggerated or even lies – they were the tails!

(updated: 23 December 2022)

A week ago a new series started called “The K Files – Kundalini Secrets Revealed” and this reminded me of the late 90s when I became highly interested in the topics of eastern religion, metaphysics, mysticism, New Age, health and Ascension.

What really interested me back then were tales of true Kundalini awakenings whereby:

In personal accounts of the rising of kundalini, there is an endless array of emotions, strange thoughts, and visions, but descriptions of physical signs and symptoms or actual sensations are rare.

source: Sanella M.D. (1976) Kundalini – Psychosis or Transcendence? [page 7]

Back then I was under the impression that:

When allowed to progress to completion, the Kundalini process culminates in deep psychological balance, strength, and maturity.

source: Hansen (1995) Schizophrenia or Spiritual Crisis? On “Raising the Kundalini” and Its Diagnostic Classification

So in early 2000 I setup a website and published actual accounts of awakenings collected from forums and over email. I also had a links directory and wrote essays, with one being Evolution Revolution.

[ pic 3 – links at March 2005 | pic 4 – links at June 2006 with added Jewish section ]

I received lots of solid feedback from the guest book including:

Andy: Very informative page! Good to share these experiences without risking being treated as psychotic. I believe that mainly the subconscious is doing this... (May, 2004)

Christine: I deeply appreciate this site.. I can find no other like it... (November, 2002)

Mike: Thanks for the kind words and interest in my experience. It means a lot to be acknowledged like that. (June, 2002)

The work I was doing back then was a major reason for me to travel to Israel… to get more of a Jewish perspective on the metaphysical.

In other words, I went from reading What is Enlightenment? in Byron Bay regarding ‘Differentiation with Integration‘:

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whilst also listening to Bashar in Melbourne:

to hearing Rabbi Geller at Aish Hatorah in Jerusalem alongside Jacob Winkler who had also ventured to Israel in a similar vein:

I even told Rabbi Geller about Bashar.

I met a number of Jewish students in Israel, mostly from the USA and mainly guys. At one point in 2006, I must have had around 40 phone numbers in my phone. That was just prior to Facebook becoming popular.

The chap below was from England, I don’t remember his name but “Snowgums” was the ski lodge I stayed at growing up (see his jacket brand), and drove to in a Jaguar with my grandfather.

The fellow at left below, I don’t remember his name but came on Birthright Israel. A lot of Birthrighters are Jews and have little conscious Torah understanding and maybe have few or no Jewish friends and really seek meaningful connections more than anything else. Some aren’t even strictly Jewish. Below right is Harav Nota Schiller of Ohr Somayach with Larry Flisser. With Rav Schiller, I made a point that some of the most important people in the Jewish world are not the best teachers and brightest minds, but the facilitators and administrators behind the scenes that get no glory. He appreciated that, and after I met Larry, for a moment he paused and then said I blessed him and we were instant best friends… at least for that moment.

 

And the real crux of the matter is that there is a vast chasm between “good” Kundalini awakenings and “bad” ones. So for those that go about trying to awaken the Kundalini, one has to wonder why on Earth would you want to do that? I mean, do you feel lucky punk?

But now in 2022, I recently heard about a healer who is having trouble stimulating Kundalini in her sick patients and is also scaling back her practice. So maybe it’s not about luck anymore, it’s about need and survival. Also, with pandemic and mass death at the forefront of people’s minds, perhaps it’s time to take Ormus King more seriously which sees both of these themes throughout, including death as a fuel for longevity and ecstasy in OK4.


✓ 4 months ago

OK1 / OK2 / OK 3 – alternative locations for Michael and Seth or Rivka and Sarah.

Throwback: Jerusalem, March 2006, Mea She’arim, Purim Festival

This religious suburb of Jerusalem can be used as a location for either of the two conversation scenes linked above. For Purim, Michael and Seth could be drunk (as part of the tradition.) Alternatively, Rivka and Sarah can be doing their walk on Purim in Tsfat. This will add atmosphere to the scene and they can also be drunk.



✓ 2 years ago